I'm Moving On Without Closure

I'm moving on without closure because I could never bring myself to ask you why and the last thing told you was I never want speak to you again and maybe that's what I said but I can't deny that a part of me deep down inside has been wishing and hoping you would reach out to me again but you were okay with just letting me go so I told myself I had to move forward and I have been tortured by so many unanswered questions but even in my moments of weakness I will not let myself go back to you so I'm moving on without closure