Closure 188

I walked away from him without a backward glance because I knew that I won't be able to walk away once I saw him. I knew there is not much I can do here. Staying with him might cause more harm than good right now. I know one thing that is I'm not going to leave him like I left my father. I had lost my father because of it. I will never lose Lucien. I'm so sure of it. I can't bear to lose him. It is better for me to die than living without him.

When I reached the ship I saw every one had boarded already. I saw Ron, Kurt and Mason giving me sympathetic glances they must know what I was going through.

I walked towards them Shane was no where near. I looked at my friends who immediately seeked me out.

"Hey how are you?", asked Kurt.

"I don't know", I told them honestly.

"We are sorry my dear", said Mason.

"I can't leave him there", I said to them.

"We know. We will come back", said Kurt.