Chapter 41

AXEL

I know this is a bad idea but it is now or never. Once we are caught there is no backing out. We will fight even though I can't see a slightest chance for us to survive but we will try. My dad told me to find those files, it would be our evidence outside of this city. And also to put Valdemort in jail and even my dad. Dad told me that it would be fine since it is the right thing to do. When you have sinned you should pay for it. They say doing the right is the most difficult thing to do. And I agree to that. Why is it have to be difficult? Why is it hard? And how did we ended up here?

My father planned all of this. He would tell Valdemort that someone will be breaking the vaultex. It would alarm him ofcourse. He's nervous and scared at the same time, I can sense it. His my father and it hurts me to see him like that but he said he will be alright. As much as I wanted to decline the plan for his sake I didn't. It would cost so much lives if our plan worked. We would free the people inside this city. They would have their own freedom and build a new dream. I would commit my life in this state. I would not leave behind my team. From the moment that I died the last words that I heard was 'we love you' those were the last words coming from my dad and my mom. But the last thoughts that I have was 'I don't want to die' as much as I wanted to live my body won't let me.

My eyes won't let me open them. My heart won't beat for me. Even though my mind is still giving me hope...hope that doesn't last. I keep telling myself to open those damn eyes. It's not my time yet, it's not my time. I won't let go. I have dreams. I want to live. I want to have more dreams. I want to build games for the people who are like me. To give them life even though they are sick. To give them hope that everything is okay. Everything will be okay but I guess even though I am not still planning on it it would be a total failure. Because it fails on me.

But the time that I opened my eyes. I felt strong, I feel complete. Yes, I was waiting for this to come. This is what my dad promise me and I believe him. It did took long but it was worth it. I was so happy that time, my heart was full of joy. But it crushed when I learned that my mom died and what surprised me is when I don't know my dad anymore. He was different. And I don't know if I am sleeping and in nightmare. A total nightmare that I can't escape. But when my eyes landed on him, Kousuke...I felt hope. When I met Kazehaya, Kyoya, Ryuzaki, Mary, and reunited with Minato I found a new family. Maybe this is what I am lacking for. Having a real family. Maybe this is my blessing after all what I have been through. Even though in rough times there will be also a blessing.

"You think this is going to work?" Kazehaya asked in whisper even though we are not yet in action. I am doubting if I would tag him into this plan.

Kyoya rolled his eyes and smack Kazehaya's shoulder. "We are not yet in action but you are giving me now the sign. Axel, I guess it's a bad idea to tag him along. He can be a look out five meters away from us would do or ten I guess. He would give me a heart attack in his actions. Just look at him," Kyoya stated which makes me rolled my eyes too. I looked at Kousuke's way and I was right I can feel that he wants to tag along too but on his condition I guess it's better to let him stay here. The game would be tomorrow and atleast he have to get rest until tomorrow.

"I want to cooperate," Kousuke voiced out which makes the other two look on his way.

"No," Kyoya and Kazehaya answered in unison.

I crossed my arms and legs. "You are not yet ready. You should rest because tomorrow will be the next game. You should not worry about us, we can handle this shit," I said and I heard him took a deep sigh.

"You said, no member of a team should be left behind," he said and this time I sighed.

"This is an exemption. You need to get rest, Kousuke. We can handle this," I said in irritation and comb my hair. "Okay, get your device. Open it and will message or call you incase we need help. And be there on time, you get me? Maybe this is a good idea," I said and handed him his device.

"And oh can I request?" Kazehaya raised his hand as if he wants to recite or something. Really he is giving me this kind of nervousness shit.

I pointed him while face palming. "Yes? Spill it out now before I punch you," I gritted my teeth and I know Kyoya and Kousuke is just holding back there laugh. Seriously all their names starts with letter J that is totally a Jackass shit, Jick, Jass, Jullshit everything in shit.

"Can we mute our device? Because this is what I have seen in movies ya know. Lead characters always forget to mute their devices which cause them to get in trouble you know just to be safe," he stated and I just nodded.

"Men, turn off your devices. And Kousuke please eyes on your device in case, okay?"

"I will," he answered as he do a salute.