Chapter 46 - I'll Kill You Slowly And In Pains...

Selena's POV:

I let go of judgement… I must be crazy. No. I have no arguments against Eric in general. He looks and is loving with me. Yet, how long is this attitude of his going to last? Some have it on longer periods, others on shorter terms. Then they change once the novelty disappears for them. Can you condemn me for having these thoughts? Any woman in this world wants a lifetime love story to bring her happiness, not heartbreak and disappointments.

Another thing is that the person you see I am, won’t change. I’m crazy and have set boundaries in many areas. I’m temperamental, bossy, domineering, snap and many other things. When I signed that damn marriage contract, I was honest with him telling him how I am. All those things I truly am. Those are born in me the moment I breathed this world’s air at my birth. How long will he tolerate my personality? I’m not one to change or fake myself.