What?

I've always wanted to be free but the world can't let me have it. I don't need the freedom from them, I'll do it myself.

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I returned to my house without noticing it. Another scene flash on my mind so I suddenly stop from entering the house. It's blurry and all I could hear is the 'boo' of the people surrounding me. Scenarios like this always flash randomly but I can't understand it. Going back to my current position, I started walking inside the house.

Another day passed by and nothing happened today. I can feel my peace—this kind of peace. I wanted a family but life doesn't want to give me one.

Why do I have to be alone like this?

I'm alone and I live a different life compared to my classmates.

I get tired of living like this but as if I have a choice right?

Who wouldn't like the normal life? I've always wanted it but it I don't think I could have it. I'm busy removing my accessories when suddenly I heard that snap sound and everything went black.

I woke up in a car. Its going somewhere. I tried looking around. There are giant trees and different grasses and I don't know this place. It doesn't look like I'm still in the urban. The sky is almost dark and I can't see vividly. There's only me and the driver inside the car.

I gathered all my confidence and started speaking, "Hey where is this going?" he faced me but said nothing. I look outside for more vivid view but I failed.

What if I jump?

I tried the holding the lock of the door but it's tight. I was about to punch the window when the voice appeared again. "No, stay there." I'm not planning to obey the voice so I still tried to punch the window. "I said stay there!" I was surprise by the sudden increase of the voice. The fear is starting to build up inside me but again, I heard the snap and I got lost again.

The next thing I knew is that I'm lying in the bed. Having deep thoughts while staring at the ceiling. There is nothing to think about. It's her who's thinking, not me. I woke up the next morning and I can hear lots of noises. There are sound that looks like sweeping the ground and a sound of water splashing on to something. I decided to wake up and check the things I've heard.

I was right, there was a lady sweeping the ground and an old man watering the plants on the other side of the fence. I look around and It was actually some sort of small village in the province where my grandma lives. Today is Saturday and I wanted some space away from the city so I came here.

Time passed by so quick. The next thing I knew is that I'm outside of the house wondering in the whole place. I saw a few people but I'm too afraid to ask. I never pay attention that much but I just observe the area anyway. This is totally the same from before except the neighbor. I can remember the happiness I've got here but that's all I have—memories of that past.

I wanted to feel the fresh air so I closed my eyes. I open it and instead I stared blankly on the fence when I saw a guy passing by. He’s a tall guy wearing black pants partnered with white - plain t - shirt. He’s hand were inside his pocket and he’s walking while his head and eyes glued to the road. Something snap again and my gut is telling me that something's wrong. The guy has good looks and everyone has the possibility to fall for him but impossible to me.

But for somewhat reason, just like how he glued his eyes in the road, it's exactly the same on how my eyes glued to his walking body.

He's totally gone of my sight but I can't be still.

"What's the matter?" nothing seems off so I was about to ignore it but a voice surface again,

"Make him fall for you." That's what the voice said.

I ignored it when I realized something, wait--what?