The Guy

I never experience the feeling of being in love, let alone being loved by someone.

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"How dare you!" I shouted back. I saw him kissing another girl in front of my very eyes! So shameless! "How dare me? No! How dare you! After all the manipulation you did to me you can't act like a victim!" He snapped at me. His eyes are like a burning crystal and no one would be able to stop it. "I gave you my world and you became greedy; how dare you wreck me not just to my family but also to school! You're crazy!" He throws a deadly stare and leave me standing on the corner.

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Who is he? Why did he appear in my memories? Do I know him?

Minutes passed by since he walks out of my sight before I realize what I was doing—I'm already running after him. I didn't see where he run off to but I still tried looking for him. I've been wondering for so long so I decided to go home and take my rest. You're not here to chase after some guy Vienne keep that in mind. I told to myself.

While going back the memories that flash earlier came back again. What is his connection to me? He seems like an important piece in my mind. I came home and do my things. When I finish it's already dark so I decided to eat. The face of the guy never fades in my mind though. Still thinking his relevance to my life, I didn't realize that I'm already outside the house and its already a hot day.

I'm wearing a very thin dress and feeling the summer even though there's no one around and the swimming pool isn't clean. For some reason, I stayed outside the house, in the yard specifically with a glass on and a high bunned hair. I can see people passing by with their curious minds as if I'm not normal but I chose to ignore it instead. I did the sun bathing with this scorching temperature without complain.

My body didn't but my mind did. No one would ever imagine to do this crazy thing in the situation where heat keeps increasing almost every day. It's almost noon when I saw the same guy who passed by yesterday. He still wears the same clothes from yesterday which I find very abnormal. Obviously, its either he never leaves this yard or he really chose not to take a bath nor to change clothes. I don't know anymore.

Unlike yesterday I can't chase him around wearing this. We met each other's eye but his is a bit distant and I don't know if it’s just me or there is really a hint of anger in it? He passed by without breaking it and I can't understand what is he trying to imply. I stared at him until he slowly vanishes in my view.

The next three days were the same. He would passed by the house staring at my eyes like he could get something out of it and slowly vanish from my sight. He never failed to passed by the house and I could always catch him. He would stare at it very long then leave without the other's noticing. I'm very curious about his personality.

He doesn't seem friendly. Tomorrow I will try another strategy to make him stop. He continued ignoring me day by day until I caught him on the same spot one day. We stare at each other and no one wants to get lost even a bit. "What do you want from me?" He asked. I can feel myself releasing the cold sweat from my neck because of his voice.

I tried to open my mouth to answer his question but I failed. I don't think it’s already the right time for me. I was quiet for a long time and he seemed pissed. I immediately remove my hands to his and he run off to somewhere. The next day was another scenario. He passed by and I'm afraid to stop him now. I'm afraid about his reaction. For some reason I don't know why I'm a bit hesitant to know his reaction again. I don't know what should I say but I want to stop him for the nth time.

"Vienne....are you into him? HAHAHAHAHAHA" the voice appeared again.

"Who are you? Why do you keep talking to me?!" The voice just laughs again then stop midway.

"Focus Vienne, he might be gone again HAHAHAHAHA" my guard suddenly up and see if the guy was still there.

"You can't love him Vienne, he isn't worth your love."

I ignored the voice and look around the place. He stayed and he won't stop staring at me. For the second time around, I build up my courage and walk to him. He looks at me from head to toe as if he's inspecting me. He clicks his tongue and smiled sheepishly, "You never changed Vienne." He walks away after and that left me dumbfounded.