Wrath

The long cold night, the stars and the moon... they are my living witness how this wrath grips my heart and hatred slowly wrapping my soul.

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My foot moves on its own. My eyes can’t believe what I am seeing, my heart refuse to accept it. Slowly, unconsciously walking away backwards until they totally vanish out of my sight. For the second time around, I run like crazy. Not thinking about what people may think, not minding everything at all.

It hurts like crazy!

Is my love a joke to him?!

I will never forget this day! I’ll get everything I deserve!

The following days, I can’t recognize myself anymore. No emotions left in me.

none at all.

We are in the P.E class again for today. Every girl in our class inside this cubicle are changing their P.E. uniform. The whole comfort room that’s filled with female students are slowly being less crowded until there is only one left at the last cubicle on the left, her. I entered the comfort room and did my thing as well. With a huge smile on my face, I started walking out of the CR and went to the school’s gym.

We are in the middle of stretching when I saw Thomas looking at each corner of the court. His pair of hazelnut brown eyes just won’t stop from checking everything. I’m starting to have an idea by the way his forehead creased like an angry old man. After checking every corner, his eyes darted on me showing me his most creepy aura I never saw before but my sly smile won’t stop showing itself to Thomas.

What? I mouthed. He walks few more steps near me and I can see his eyes in raged. “where the hell did you hide Emily’s clothes!” he said, gritting his teeth. The smile on my face won’t stop and there’s no way he would believe my word. “getting angry at me won’t solve anything, start finding your girlfriend’s clothes before it got burn totally.” I smirked. His face becomes wary and he suddenly run leaving me behind. I watch him getting crazy while crossing my arms in my chest.

I never felt that kind of love, not even from you.

The thought is making me even more angry than I already was. Doing those things isn’t making me happy at all but I can’t let myself to be treated poorly, even if it pains me. Right now, my rage towards them weighs more than my love for him and I will never stop until I feel satisfied. After an hour I saw the both of them hugging each other. My heart is starting to throb again so I chose to look away. Emily’s clothes almost got burn since the edge of the t-shirt as well as the pants both have a black mark as the indication of something almost got caught on fire.

She’s crying so loud that everyone is looking at her and sympathy is drawn on their faces. There she goes, playing the victim role. “someone hides my clothes and intended to burn it!” everyone looked at my direction as if pointing that it’s me. They all look away when I raised my brow and they all act as if nothing happened.

The PE class already ended and I decided to go home. While walking in the hallway, I saw them again and Emily just won’t stop from crying like a baby in the end of the building. The stairs to exit is on that side so I don’t have a choice but to walk passed them to reach the exit of the academy. Using my smug look, I continued walking and our eyes met again. I can feel the tension coming up but ignoring that feeling is the best thing I can do—but he never left my eyes. He’s facing the hallway while Emily’s facing the stairs making it possible for Thomas to start a staring contest with me. As if the world finally stops from revolving, so does my heart. I can suddenly feel my nervousness and something is tickling my tummy like a kid.

I hate this feeling but it was like the time stopped and our eyes met with so much emotion in it. He has a scary eye and I have a dull one. After reaching the last step in the stairs my knee begun to lose strength but I have no one to lean on. Damn him and these feelings!

Pretending like nothing happened, I keep walking but I stop midway because there’s a voice calling me.

Vienna… stop.

But I continued.

I said stop!

A very irritating sound filled my ears. It won’t stop and it goes up to my head! Trying to remove it, I tried shaking my head but to no avail. The voice is still there murmuring indistinct voices until I found myself screaming very loud. Everyone look at me with confusion written all over their faces and some of them are laughing. I run like crazy but I can still hear them saying I’m crazy.