Headache and Death

I've been having a sick headache for a while now I just can't get over it I've been in so much pain I can't even get up God I'm sick I mean I've been taking some medication but they haven't been doing anything maybe it even got expired I don't know I've never really needed to take medication which has never happened before God did I do something wrong maybe overworked again maybe I'm just tired I'll brush it over I don't know Im recognizing that it's getting worse and worse and I can't keep doing this it's been a few days and it's still here I don't think It will ever end I'll just have to hope for the best card I don't like this it's the worst why did this happen to me well people I've been doing so much good work lately of course has been a little bit of overtime too much coffee caffeine all the fat yeah I get that maybe that's why but how can I be a problem I don't think so and some more sleep that's probably the reason he yeah I brush it over later and hoping that we could come over later let's hope It hasn't ended oh my God never had to experience before I hope this ends soon getting worse and worse in the medication seem to make it pile up even more take a sharp pain has just been stabbed right into my brain it's so much shock I haven't even been able to leave the house properly in a good week I've never had this before and I don't know if this is even normal at this point I'm kind of considering something is wrong I just time to think and that I know I need to go to the hospital next time I can't be taking this on forever and ever now I have left the hospital and to my discovery they found nothing wrong this is even worth it why am I getting these headaches why am I dealing with his buddy I'm perfectly healthy there's nothing wrong with me I don't have any I don't think I have any is there something real quick could it be a family thing don't know what hospital said is that I'm perfectly healthy and most possibility is that something that goes on generations but I've never told of this how my supposed to know hi Dad I don't know I don't know what to do any more it's just so painful that I might even want to die because of it.

It's been a month and I've only if I'm crazy everywhere I go if you want to look I just considered trying to kill my self at this point I'm at the verge of dying i'm just so close yet watches yeah you might be taking over my life but that doesn't mean I wanna get rid of it tied young I mean I got a surrender I just help I don't know anymore but we tried every hospital medication even going to therapy huge heart is my brain and I don't know what to do anymore it's just it's too much for me I might just I might just actually kill my self do you know what I'm going to do it I don't care anymore it's been going on for so long I want to get rid of it I don't care if that means that I surrendered I don't care if that means that I've lost what is launch knowing ringing sound kind of pain anything when I mean I mean fucking anything man And I am just shitting this I really need it I'm going to it because I fucking can I can't fucking take anymore fucking controlling my life God yeah Imma do it really I got the whole thing planned and I don't give a damn how people think afterwards like man that person couldn't keep his life together or what's worthless attention whore imma I die because I want to kill myself I'm going to chose my decision because yeah this is what I want to do so I'm going to end my life and that's my choice so goodbye.