Keep calm and write something…

Keep calm and write something…How the fuck am I supposed to calm down when I'm in pain I need to pee I'm standing and on the bus where I get home in the least of an hour and thirty five minutes like come on I just want to go home and we're not even close yet.Then when I went to write and saw the message like usual I just couldn't stand it like if you want me to be calm without even giving me anything to calm down with.I'm not trying to be mean I just had a bad day and I really just want to go home and sleep.Wait I CANT EVEN DO THAT BECAUSE I STILL HAVE TO DO WORK A PROJECT CHORES AND SOMEHOW FIND A WAY TO FINISH MY PROJECT.It might not seem a lot but when it comes to how the order is and how long each thing takes I won't be able to get proper sleep until when it's Saturday night going into Sunday morning only time I get a minimum of six and a half hours of sleep time.Writing this now is already taking time that could be used for other things but I'm standing and only using one hand right now so I don't think I'll be able to even start one of my other projects which is on paper so no.I am getting closer to my stop though just a tad bit not that much but if I were on the local it take me two hours and fifty seven minutes to get to school and back without problems.So I'm glad I have this bus yeah it's the only way for me to survive like at all.I mean I can just go to my apartment instead of going home but my Mother wouldn't allow me to live by myself even though she is the reason I have a apartment so I'm getting mixed vibes but that's just the usual. There are still no seats on the bus but I feel like I'd get to comfortable and pee myself so I'm not gonna risk it if there even will be a seat which there won't since it's still hells packed.HAHAHAHAHAHA I am so GOD DAM FUCKING TIRED I WANT TO GO HOME ALREADY IM GONNA DIE AGHHHH.Well no use crying cause I'm not gonna cry in public I have manners.I just saw a bus I could've gone on that would have gotten me home faster like what yeah it's called a fucking car.Ahhh my stops next finally YAY I can't wait like literally I want this to go faster I don't have any more patience it died on the fifth stop so I feel the need to get supper angry since my stop is on the twenty seventh stop.Life is truly fun no it isn't fuck this stupid shit man.