MISSING HIM
ONE week since we broke up. Even though he fooled me i still love him. It's not that easy to move on. We have 6 years relationship
"Girl." Iris called me
"Yes?" I answered and wiped away my tears
"Move on"
"It's not easy!" I hissed
"Yes, but try it. He already moved on!"
"And it hurts, he moved on while me.. I'm still hurting." I said and my tears burst out
"Girl, I'm just here for you." She said seriously
"I know girl, thank you."
"It's nothing, we're best of friends."
"I do not know what to do." I said and cried again
"Cheer up Girl." She said as I hugged her
"I miss him." I said crying
"I don't blame you, it's been 6 years,"
"I'm so messed up! Why do i need to feel this fuckin pain?" I can't stop my tears, how could he do that to me? I've been a good girlfriend
"That's part of love, Girl."
"I know but this is too much. We've been 6 years together but I don't know when he has been fooling me." I was crying.
I'm not bad but why do I have to suffer so much? I did everything for him. Is it bad to love him too much?
I SLEEP tired from crying. When I woke up, Iris was gone but she left food on the table.
I'm so thankful because i have Iris not only my best friend but also my sister even tho we're not related.
I opened my cellphone, and went to the Fb app.
As soon as I opened the app, Brigette's post popped up, we're not friends, but Lycus was tagged so I saw it.
I unfriended Lycus.
ONE MONTH had passed i'm still moving on. I don't always cry anymore.
I went home to our house in the Province.
"Danae? You're home early." Mom said
"I just missed you."
"Oh, where's Lycus?."
"W-we broke up" I cleared my throat
"What's wrong? What happened?"
"L-Let's talk some other day, Mom, I'm tired."
When I used to go home, I always had him with me.
I really miss him .. i really do.
It's so hard ... without him,
Every night when I remember him I cry,
Why is everything so easy for him?
He's now happy while I'm here crying .. but I'll make sure that once we meet he won't see Danae broken ..