Chapter 36- Feeling like a wh*re!

Tanish POV:-

" What the hell is your problem, Tanish?

After so many struggles, I got the chance to se a peaceful thing, Which calms my mind.

But you are hell-bent to take your revenge that you didn't give me any chance to get a piece of mind.

Tanish, you are getting what you want, but I just want to enjoy this moment.

I am not the type of girl who will enjoy luxury and attention.

I am happy in little happiness.

I know you are happy to see me hurt, but please, for once. I beg you, let me enjoy this moment. " Teja yelled at me in front of everyone.

I am grateful that she lowered her voice before the revenge sentence. So no one can find out about our little secret.

But my temper rises as she insulted me in front of everyone.

I think she realized her mistake as she looked at me with shock.

I put her on my shoulders and took our bag with us.

" Tanish, what are you doing? Put me down!!! " She yelled, but I didn't put her down and left that place.

We came down and, I gave all the stuff in the shop and yelled, " Change your dress quickly. If you dare to run away from me and didn't come out in 10 minutes, then. "

She nodded and ran towards the female changing room.

I went towards the male changing room and changed my clothes.

I came out of the room and saw her ready already.

I took her hand in mine in a tight grip which sure pained her.

Her cuts have healed, so it doesn't hurt it.

She controlled her emotions and put a fake smile on her lips.

I put on an arrogant smile which shows that I am happy to see her in pain.

But inside, I am hurt.

My heart is paining by hurting her.

But she is so damn stubborn.

Why can't she accept that she is mine now?

We went to the restaurant and ordered our choices.

We ate and went back to our room.

After that, I pushed her on the bed and hovered over her.

I was burning with jealousy that I kissed her brutally.

Her lips tore because of my brutality.

She is trying to push me away from her.

But this act of her made my temper rise badly.

I started to kiss her brutally on her neck, shoulders, and near cleavage.

I took off her clothes and tied her hands on the bed stand with her dupatta.

I took off mine and start intimating with her.

I don't know how much time I cum and how many times she cum.

And we drifted to sleep.

Next-Day:-

Teja POV:-

I opened my eyes which is difficult to open.

I looked at myself and found my hands are not tied anymore.

I looked at Tanish, who is sleeping after making my life hell.

I stood up from the bed and went to the bathroom.

I looked at myself and smiled.

My body is filled with purple and blue hickeys and red scratches.

My hair is looking like a nest scattering her and there.

A sob comes out of my mouth.

I stood under the shower and crying.

I am crying for my cruel fate.

I am crying for being weak who couldn't control herself.

When I realized how shamelessly I came.

I felt like a wh*re.

Day by day, he is breaking me.

He is crushing my dignity, pride, and soul.

I don't why, but I am becoming pathetic and wh*re.

I am ashamed of myself.

I am taking anti-depressant drugs so that I can take rest without any nightmares.

I can't use sleeping pills, or else I will become addicted to them.

I controlled myself and took a shower.

After that, I put on the bathrobe and went outside.

I took my clothes and wore them quickly.

I looked at Tanish, who is sleeping while smiling.

This smile is his victory smile that he claimed me again and again.

I ordered the breakfast for us and wore my bangles and mangalsutra.

I filled my partition with vermillion.

I am feeling myself a doll.

I have to put a happy bride show in front of everyone.

" Good morning, sweetheart. You are looking so sexy. " Tanish said while coming near me and kissed on my neck.

I closed my eyes in shame and disgust.

I controlled my emotions and looked at him with emotionless eyes.

" Good morning, Tanish. Please, take a shower. I have ordered our breakfast already. " I replied.

He pecked on my lips and said, " Sure! After that, we will go on a tour in a chopper. "

I nodded with a smile, and he pecked on my lips again and left inside.

I applied heavy makeup on my face and neck.

After all, I have to hide Tanish creation on my body.

After that, I applied my tika between my eyebrows and smiled genuinely.

This tika matters to me a lot.

After that, he came out and wore his clothes.

Our order came, and we eat our breakfast silently.

" Let's go. " Tanish said, and we left.

We walked near the station where we can take a tour by chopper.

I was nervous and excited too.

I never ride on the shopper, so this is a new experience for me.

We walked and sat inside the chopper.

The chopper took their pace, and we looked at the scenery in front of me.

We had put the headphones on our ears. So we can communicate with each other easily.

Also, our ears didn't pain because of the blade's sound.

The snow is looking so beautiful from the sky.

I wished to make a snowman, but I can't.

I don't know what will be Tanish's reaction to my thoughts.

After 2 hours of ride, the chopper landed on the ground, and we come out from the chopper while talking about our favorite views.

I was enjoying my time while talking with Tanish.

After all, that was my first experience. I need someone with whom I can share my experience.

I can't talk to my family as I know I will break down.

I can't talk to Akaash because of Tanish's possessiveness and my fake fight with Akaash.

After that, we come to a restaurant and order our food.

We eat it and go back to the hotel as I am so tired.

I need to take my medicines too.

But, Tanish has other plans.

He didn't leave me alone, and he f**ked me.

That's how the second day went.