Loving my boyfriend's best friend was one of the greatest feelings I had always wanted to get rid of. Harry never looked at me the way Shawn did but as a sister and a friend. So I decided to stick to that but every time I look at him, I'm unable to control these feelings I have for him. I know it's wrong to have these feelings for him but honestly he was the first boy I would ever loved. Shawn was second. I thought Harry leaving for England will help matters but now he’s back and I know the worst is bound to happen.

Loving my boyfriend’s best friend

"Fuck! Baby....Oh god....SHIT! You're so bad baby." Emilia voice echoed from his room. I forgot Harry's room was next to mine and it's just going to make this worse for me. I violently opened the bottle drinking it like some lunatic. I opened a pack of cigarette and light one. I closed my eyes, releasing the pain.


"Suck it hard, Emilia...Oh...that's it. You're doing great..." Harry's voice echoed again and it set me up on fire. Elena was gone....


I was completely drunk as I threw things against the wall. They were too busy to get distracted by the noise I made. I don't know why I'm getting this angry when I know the fact that Harry isn't mine. I belong to somebody else. And it's so wrong loving my boyfriend's best friend but I don't think I fucking care anymore! I just want him. I want HARRY. I want him right now. Not some on another bitch! I should be the one saying those things! HE BELONGS TO ME!


CHAPTER 12