Loving my boyfriend's best friend was one of the greatest feelings I had always wanted to get rid of. Harry never looked at me the way Shawn did but as a sister and a friend. So I decided to stick to that but every time I look at him, I'm unable to control these feelings I have for him. I know it's wrong to have these feelings for him but honestly he was the first boy I would ever loved. Shawn was second. I thought Harry leaving for England will help matters but now he’s back and I know the worst is bound to happen.

Loving my boyfriend’s best friend

"Lose me?" I interrupted with a scoff. "Please stop it. I'm not a baby."


"Is this because of Harry?" My mom asked. She knew I had a crush on Harry since we were kids. Mothers always find their way of knowing things. She was never in support of me dating Shawn. She thought I could ruin their friendship. Well, that's happening slowly and I can't even stop it. The way I feel for Harry can't be explained. He's like a drug.


"Mom.. don't." I stop her from asking questions.


"You still have feelings for him, don't you?" My mom searches for an answer in my eyes.


"Elena! Why are you so stubborn?! It's wrong. This is so wrong. You have to break up with Shawn. Stop fooling around. You know what, I'm going to come pick you up first thing in the morning. I won't let you drown in mistakes. I won't let you be like me. You're going crazy."


"Nice speech." I ended the call. I was tired of hearing the same old story. I wasn't doing anything wrong.


CHAPTER 13