chapter 1
I don't realize how much I love her until she was standing there
Present pov
All I could feel on my tender , fragile skin was freezing cold air, the sound of silence around me was chilling and frighting in every possible way.
Holding the paper tightly. I was staring blankly towards the building.The building that is used to my safe point my heaven my everything but now that place is just a misery from which I want to run . By gathering my all courage I start picking my steps towards building. Entering the elevator pressing the 5 button and making myself secure at the corner . The tears that are ready to fall by just imaginary from where things got wrong before they fall she wiped them harshly . Telling my self that this is all what I deserve by stabbing all my love ones . I'm the cause for all what happened. How can deceive misery .
Hearing the beep sound indicating I have just reached 5 floor making my self presentable ,wiping my eyes last time taking deep breath I just put my self out of the elevator.But the memory that I shared with the man who is used to be all mine are suffocating me . Suffocating me to the dead .
Taking my frail body out of the elevator. I just have taken few steps . My breath starting to become heavy . I lost my balance and fell on the floor putting my both hands on the floor . Rising one hand to clutch my left side of shirt and started to pat my heart little bit hardly due to lack to oxygen flow in my body .
I started to suffer from lost of breath the memory's ,the love I share with the one who is responsible for all this is starting to hunt me after staying helpless on the floor about 5 mints.
Holding back the tears that wet the eyes as they are not willing to let me settle . Gathering all my hates love, revenge, emotions and telling my self I will get my revenge what they have done to me and my love's one ....I will just kill them by my bare hands . After spruce my self and wiping the tears off I clutching the paper in my hand and start moving toward the my apartment.