chapter 2

I will just pretend to hug you until you get here with me with all you love again 😔

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Staring at the door for a little while I pick hand up to knock after three gentle knock. I waited  for someone to open but no one came. Again rising hand  to knock but before I could do some one open it .When the door opened the man who I was hating with my all will is standing infront of me  with redness evident in his doe eyes messy hair bangs covering those doe  eyes but still redness are visible ,red nose , parted lips taking breaths with open mouths as having difficulty to breathe from nose after excess cry .

Our eyes met for a little while but instance he moved  a side giving me space to be in the apartment without any hesitation . I started my step towards the TV louche . Taking each step with heavy heart  and  eyeing  surrounding . the views make my heart ach . Shoe rack was a mess . Taking few steps I reached to TV louche . The apartment is small but  cozy with small TV louche , small  open kitchen where hardly more than two persons can stand comfortably right side to the kitchen are two beds room with attached washrooms  most attractive part of apartment is window that is the main source of positive energy which we  thought .

Eyeing TV louche where dust is evident that no one have ever touched them as they where used to be touched by the owner .Pizza boxes vines bottles are all over the place , even nears the window sides all you can see are vines bottles and not doubt whole apartment is in aroma of Alcohol .

kitchen sink is Full of dirty dishes as they are not washed about long time. Hearing the name that he used to call when we are deadly in love make me want to cry and hug him tightly I turned towards him . He  called again  but this time with little bit shivering and tears are already on his cheeks.. approaching toward me  " Laila "but stopped in  his track when I show him palm to stop .

Reaching  toward sofa and pick up some used up clothes and towel and put them aside to sit . The guy  just stand beside the sofa nothing exchange between us ... feeling suffocated I show him  the paper  I was holding .

The man just stared the blankly at the girl then again on paper.

After while with shivering voice  "hhh"

Taking deep breath

"How !!can you do this .....(silence) that was ours  Baby . He have done nothing wrong you can't do this"     the guy exclaimed as  he hold one hand of the girl he loved dearly Nyl just tell me you have not done anything to our  child hmm tell me please love......(silence)  you can't do this. The boy is already in to much pain he lost someone whom he was dream for to long .

The girl just nod her head in agreeing that she have done the abortion without any regret.

The guy rise his voice by crashing the all the vine bottles and boxes from the table "That was ours you can't Abort like that "(with loud sobbing cry ) he just lost every word . Pain , heart broken, betray was evident In his voice

Making herself at his knees infront of the girls holding his hand in her hand and feeling the warmth of his hand.which is love most when never he fell lonely .

He said Just tell me the truth you have not done anything like that you know how much I love you I promise you no matter how much we suffer but we will never be apart we....

But  before he can complete his word the girl just removed her hands from his hold said , Jeon jungkook we are done from here onwards  we owe nothing from each other  you are free to live your life as I am now ".

Maintaining her cold emotional less face she said and  pick her self up made toward the door she can hear the guy pleading  voices , his sorry but it's too late to be sorry now .

Holding the door knob she turn towards the jeon and ask" have you ever love me!! .How can I trust you now give me a favour leave me alone Saying that she just opened the door and moved out before he can say any thing and closing the door behind .She moved toward the exist as fast she can ...it's late but not too late