Whispers in the Halls

Fast forward to Friday when my suspension is over. My back still hurts but not as bad as it was before, the pain is tolerable. I wake up to the nagging of my alarm clock and get up and get ready for school. I rush past my parents before they can even speak a word to me. I grab my skateboard and walk out the door. To be honest, my mom and I haven't been talking because I'm still upset about the whole thing, eventually, I'll get over it but it won't be anytime soon. I put my headphones in and ride off to Freaks by Surf Curse. Just listening to the song makes me want to run away from my problems, I don't know I just really connect with this song for some reason.

"Don't kill me just help me run away"

"From everyone I need a place to stay"

"Where I can cover up my face"

"Don't cry, I am just a freak"

"I am just a freak"

I get to school and I swear everyone I pass by is staring at me and talking to their friends and then looking back. I can hear them whispering something but can't make out what they're saying. I brush it off and go lock up my skateboard and walk into the library to avoid people. I really don't want to deal with people right now I'm too much in a bad mood to talk to anyone. I lean my head back with my hands on the back of my head and close my eyes.

"It's gonna be a shity day I can feel it"