Chapter 4

"I am your Lola Filla. But, in this day and age, we are all the same age.At these times, you are Karmen Carsoles. The third child of Alijandro Carsoles and Karmes Carsoles. This time, your brother Israel is the youngest brother, Isaiah is the oldest of your brothers, and Karmelena is the second oldest. Who are your ancestors? You were sent back to the past. To change one's fate.You also asked about this, my dear. So, I am. I am asked to correct what happened to Karmen. Karmen died because of the misconception that Andres had died. His beloved... I asked that someone should help Karmen. Because of the kindness she gave here to the people. That shouldn't have happened in her life. You can only go back in time when you pass this mission. So the right time I'm saying is now. I've really looked forward to this opportunity. And that opportunity is now, my dear. Don't worry, I'm here to guide you in all your actions, and if you also need help, just let me know. " Grandma said. I mean Filla. It's awkward for me to call her grandma, right? The weird thing is when I call her grandma when we're the same age. I was taken aback by what she said.

Wait? So in the past, I really was then.

I took a deep breath and gradually accepted what was happening.

"W-what happened to Andres? Wait, did he save me before? For the second time?" I asked and Filla nodded.

"At those times. The destiny has also changed. " She said further and smiled. But then her smile faded as she began to speak."I'm worried. Perhaps many lives will be lost "Filla stated.

"Don't be concerned. I'm only going to save Karmen's life, right?" I wondered aloud, and she, too, looked at me. She simply shook her head."Not just to Karmen, my dear. As well as to your ancestor Karmelena, "she added. I have nothing to say. I'm speechless.

"Remember my dear. Save Karmen on New Year's Day. It's only January 23. You're almost a year away. To correct this mistake. " Only Filla could say it. What? In one year? Actually not. Almost just so. Is this for real?

"Remember my dear. Every action you take has an effect on someone, "she added. I just nodded in agreement with what she said.

"And another thing. Don't let Karmen's feelings fall on Andres. Because it was the cause of her death. Because of the love she had for him. Andres was thought to have died. That's why she committed suicide too. Almost everyone suspected that someone could have killed her. "said Filla. "Obviously not. What's the point? I dislike men and am uninterested in them." I said, and she just smiled.

"And let me add. Adjust your way of speaking. It's not like that when people speak these days, "Filla added. "Yes, Miss Filla." I said and she laughed too."Oh hey ... Just rest for now. "We'll have dinner at the Alijandros' house," said Filla, who was now standing. "Alijandro?" I asked more.

"People here have seen how Andres hugged you before. That shouldn't be. Because of these times. Women are very conservative. Unlike the people of your time, who men can hold you anywhere, "said Filla. Of course. In the old days, men could not hold or touch women. Gosh, that's a shame!"Of course. Hehe. I'm sorry. I was just confused back then... It's nothing." I said and she just smiled. She would have turned her back when she spoke again.

"Remember. The one who killed Karmen was just around, "she added. Of course she knew. Why doesn't she just tell me directly? "You, too, are aware-" She interrupted what I was about to say and spoke again.

"I can't say. If I say so. You can't go back in time, "she said, and finally walk towards the outside.

I just lay down on the bed again. I wish I hadn't asked for this! Hopefully, now I’m not here. How are the people in the present today? It's confusing! I suddenly notice that there is a ukulele placed on the side of the table. Wait? It seems familiar! Is this also my room where Grandpa took me? Is that right? I immediately sat down and looked around. I'm right!

I was surprised by a knock. Before I could even think of what I was going to do, she opened it right away. I would have gone back to bed and pretended to be sleeing, but it was too late. If I'm not mistaken, this is Karmelena.

"My sister. I'll dress you. Are you feeling well?" I was struck by how unobtrusive Karmelena was when speaking. I now know where Dad's modesty comes from. HaystI already miss him! I just stared at the floor."Sorry for being-I mean!, sorry for what I did earlier." shems! I was almost there. I was surprised when she touched my face and now we are staring at each other.

"That's nothing, sister. You were all just tired before. And I understand that. I'm glad to see you. We haven't seen each other for almost a few months. It looks like you don't want to come home here and you seem determined to follow in Filla's footsteps to become a nun. .. "she added. If she only knew I wasn’t tired from the trip. That shocks me, okay? And the shock!Wait? Karmen-will she be an old maiden? Why should I be a nun?