Chapter 4 The Paradise of Love

Almost five months have been passed since me and Victor lived together. At first, I have no idea that I endure his attitude, behavior, rudeness, stubbornness, craziness, childish, weirdo, but aside of that I can see his lovable, kind, and caring personality even though he don't want to show it sometimes he never knew he is acting like that. I actually don't know how am I handling those personalities he has or how long can I take those attitudes of him.

"I'm home"

I came back home and continue the rest of the chores that I have left earlier. After two and a half hours I've finished everything, vacuum, mop the floor, clean the bookshelves, do the laundry, and many more.

"Thank God I've finished everything" I said to myself.

But it's kinda odd Victor does not come out to his room since morning. Hmm, I guess nothing will happen if I glance a peek from his room? I walk thru the door of Victor's room. I feel uneasy, but I need to do it he still my landlord.

*Creak!*

I opened the door and Victor is not here, maybe he leave before I woke up. But look at this messy room he has, it's not literally like garbage but tons of books and different stuff toys.

I decided to clean his room, I put away some of the unnecessary things, change his sheets, and clean some other stuff in his room, I also put some aroma of sakura at the humidifier so he will fell relaxed. It took me two hours to clean his whole room.

"Wow, it's really clean now"

I head downstairs to put away the cleaning materials and take a little nap on the couch after I checked the laundry if its still wet.

*Creak (the front door open)*

Victor walk towards Kaito and saw him exhausted.

"Huh? his asleep?"

He put some food on the table and decided to change his clothes when he open his door, his eyes almost came out because he saw his room tidy and shining like a mirror.

"Don't tell me. He cleans my room?" He was stunned and smiled.

*You are adorable*

He said from himself while looking Kai at the living room. The room smelled like sakura blossom, because of the humidifier that Kaito put in the corner of his room, while Kaito was asleep Victor prepare a ticket for both of them to have a little vacation at L.A..

*Kaito... Kaito... Thank you, Kaito*

*who are you?*

*Thank you, Kaito*

Another vivid dream of mine, who is that person? why does he keeps saying thank you? Do I know him?.

My head kinda hurt, I smell a lavander scent that scattered all over the room, I feel so relaxed with that smell, I slowly opened my eyes.

*where am I?*

The bed was so soft like a cloud same as the pillow, why am I seeing a whole city outside the window, maybe this is just another dream of mine.

"Goodnight"

I close my eyes and open it again. I get out of bed and went to the window and I was stunned. I can't move my body and I'm scared.

*Does someone kidnap me?, Oh no what will happen to Victor's condo?*

*Creak*

Someone went in and open the lights of the room, when I look around it was

"Victor?!".

"Finally you're awake"

"Where am I? Where are we?" I panicked.

He walks towards me and I'm leaning against the window

"Wha-what are you doing? Y-you can just answer me you know."

But he doesn't listen to me, he reaches my chin and kisses me

"I want to be with you alone"

I feel numb and flustered at the same time.

"Idiot! you pissed me off"

He just smile and we continue making love.

*Ugh*

He drag me and push to the bed, he went over me and kissed me again, he play with my nipple until I feel aroused.

"You are all wet like a fountain, I do feel you like it" he whispered.

"Stop it! Go away!"

I push him hard as I could, I feel embarrassed but he just looks at me and said

"No one will ever touch you, Kai, except me"

"No stop it"

I slide my body and cover it with a blanket, why is my heart pounding like this? I felt his warmth on my back he hugs me tight.

"I felt jealous when you are with Matt. I can't help but keep it inside of me, even though it hurts my eyes to see my only love was with someone else"

I can feel the worriedness he's showing to me.

"I love you"

I feel his sincerity when he said it, does he love me or he's just toying at me. No he can't be serious right? So I decided to release from his arms and stands up.

"Don't toy at me. Don't say those words to me"

He pulled me back at the bed and hug me tight again.

"I love you"

"No stop it" I cried

"I love you" he said

"No, don't say that" I cried.

I guess he felt my pain inside my heart, he knew that I'm a person that can be fragile and break anytime.

"You can hate me if you want but, I can't imagine my life without you, my life without you, my future without you." he humbly said to me.

Is this the real Victor? Or just his playing? but I felt his emotions deep inside my heart that slowly carving every word he said to me. I burst into tears, he went to my front and kiss me so I can feel the comfort.

We continue to make love, he is still gentle and I feel his cold hands on my chest, we are both panting by the heat of our body.

"I love you Kaito, please say you love me too"

"Idiot! Idiot!"

He just smile and continue to aroused me like I'm in a paradise, he rubs against me and we both undressed, he plays with my body so well,

*Nghh*

"Kaito can I put it inside?" he asked

"I'm scared"

"I'll be gentle, I promise"

"O-Okay"

*Ahh!*

And at that moment my world began to be more open like the universe.

*Ughh*

Every time he moves I can't resist and my body join his harmony of romance.

*I love you Kaito*

We continue the music of the bed that makes our body hotter and hotter, every single rhythm of our hips moves.

*Nghhh*

The sweatness was like a wave of the ocean keeps waving warmly.

* Kaito, I love you*

I cannot answer his words but inside of my heart, I feel the same way.

*Kaito, Oh Kaito*

Every whispers of our lips, was sure loudly like the nature inside of our hearts.

"V-Victor, I-I can't ta-take it anymore. Ughh.."

I feel that at any moment my body will explode and Victor is the one who guides me when its time.

"It's okay just let it out. Ugh,"

And at the very end, the water drop from the leaf falls and splashes at the water with full of lilies that starts to bloom.

We are both exhausted and panting to each other's faces until we fell asleep. It was the happiest moment of my life, I can't imagine that this paradise of love we made makes me feel safe in every danger and suffering that I endured before.

*Wait for me Kaito, I'll be back soon*

*Daddy, don't leave me*

Who is that kid crying? he's kinda familiar to me. I can see that he don't want to be alone.

*Daddy!*

*Daddy!*

*Daddy!*

The morning comes, I opened my eyes and I see Victor looking at me, I flustered

"Wh- what are you looking at Idiot!"

I stand up immediately.

"Good Morning my Darling"

"Stop it don't call me like that Idiot!"

Victor laugh and get up at the bed and went to the sofa and lit a cigarette.

"Uhm, Victor maybe you could minimize your cigarette"

"Ha, my darling was concerned to me"

" Don't mock me, because it's really bad at the health you know!"

I shouted with a blushed face. I turn my back at him and start to put on some clothes, and suddenly Victor hugs my back

"I love you"

"Idiot!. You always pissed me off"

I feel his big hands surrounds my body and pat my head. Even though we are at the US but I can feel my hometown when I'm with Victor.

"Remember this day Kaito, you are mine now"

"Yeah, I think so"

And starting from yesterday, the journey of our love story begins.

"You're always in my thoughts and in my heart. Happy to have found the perfect man" -Kaito