Chapter 6

"Shinya—"

I slowly opened my eyes and saw a booty shoes in front of me— I also slowly raise my head as I look to the person— I was surprised

"Shinichi!!!!" I uttered

"Is that really you Shinichi!" I can't believe it, for all those years I've seen him again

He sat next to me, "How have you been? I've never saw you for quiet a year"

I smiled, "I've been good" certainly a bit of lie

"I remember those times before, you always smile even if something's going wrong with you" he said and the wind suddenly flew harder

"I heard it from Senju, you've lost a lot of people important to you but I thought you were dead because your body wasn't found on that incident, but you are alive and I'm happy to see you alive Shinya" he blurted

"How's Senju is her gang still stab?" I asked, I think he knew Senju's a delinquent gang leader

"No! Brahman disbanded a long time ago, Senju wanted to focus on her future not as a delinquent but as a normal human being"

"Are you still together?" I asked

His looks differs, "Not anymore... She's already married to my friend I met in college"

"It must been so hard to you" I said sighing while playing on the grass

I look at him with my normal emotion, "Shinichi, you're still not over to Senju isn't it?"

I see his eyes narrowed as he played like nothing really happened, it's like his trying to pretend that Senju didn't exist, he was trying to forget and here I am saying something so sensitive

"You have regrets, I too have so many regrets and I wasn't able to let that go, but the way I was able to move forward and to be who I am today is also because of those sacrifices and to the people around me now" I paused and take a breath

"In order to make up with those regrets from the past we need to work hard and think carefully to not regret for the future consequences" I smacked his back and stand up

"No matter what your decision is, I'll support you" a smile crept onto my face as I comfort Shinichi and make him feel better

Now I might know why his hear, the nature helps people heal it's comfortable and it makes you more relax and forgot things which is necessary for Shinichi but he still needs to face it

"Thank you Shinya, I'll give you my support" his worries where gone instantly and made a smile out of it

"I may not see you for a long time again Shinichi" I said as a goodbye

"I wish you luck for that!"

"On to you!"

As I get further away it gets darker— it's technically evening and I'm pretty near Doma's place but then I spotted an old lady carrying a heavy bag so I decided to help her carry that to the train station near by

"Thank you dear, I don't know how to repay your kindness" said the old lady

"It's my pleasure, now then excused me oba-chan" I smiled genuinely

After helping her carry it all the way to the train station I went back to where I was going

I arrived mostly late for dinner, they left me dinner on the dining area and I was eating it alone

I was going to get water but then someone get a glass immediately and poured water as he served it to me

"Take it slow you're gonna choked" he teased me while I only drink the water he give me

"The foods good I can't take that slow" I mumbled as I give him the slightest smile, because I was eating and my mouth is too full with food

He get a tissue and wipe the excess food in my mouth, "it's like your mouth has two dumplings in both of your cheeks, cute~"

I don't know if it serves as a compliment, but I'll take it as one

"Cut the crap! I'm eating"

I swallowed my food and drink water, I finish my food instantly even tho he said to me that I should take it slow

With the last bite I felt satisfied and after that I drink a glass of water served by him

"Hm~, satisfying" I muttered

Mikey then wash my dishes, he said that he can do it even though I insist that I should be the one doing that

I don't know but his trying to be nice somehow