Seeing how that brother looked when he came to the orphan pitifully in a dirty and half burned clothes, I tried talking to him every time I see him, but no matter what happens he doesn't respond and he totally ignored me, eventhough it hurt me I didn't want to ignore him, who looked pitiful just like me when I came, after a long period of time he doesn't seem so resistant as he was before.
In between me approaching that brother, I stopped going for Ray's house for some days, I also came to know that the brothers name is Leo, so I started calling him "Brother Leo~" when I first called him that he showed me the expression ' how - did - you - know ' so, I told him how I know from hearing director calling him in the morning breakfast session.
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That day when I was going to Ray's house, he for the first time asked me where I'm going, it's the first time I had him talk. I was really happy knowing now I became brother Leo's friend. so, I told him how I go to Ray's house and brother Leo seems interested, as he dislike communicating with others in the orphanage and he seems really bored in the orphanage, I took him there.
As brother Leo and Ray was same age they become friends with each other easily and, it made me jealous, like how Ray seems friendly than me that brother Leo became friends sooner. Eventually I became to call him Leo, I got used to both of them but still I want to have a girl friend just like other sisters in the orphanage. when a new girl came to the orphanage when I'm five years old, I tried talking to them in hope of becoming friends.
And at first that girl didn't seem to like me and I don't know when but suddenly one day she seems to become more friendly with me, and as always I was really excited for my first girl friend, I started to share the things Ray gave me when I play in his house like chocolates and dolls which Ray's grandpa gave me at my first birthday to play with her and one day I lost one of my dolls and told the orphanage director. After searching everyone's things, still I didn't found my dolls back. so, I told Ray, sorry for losing the gifts he gave me and he doesn't seem to care about it saying, it's just a doll but it still made guilty
One day when I got ready to go for Ray's house, I saw Leo coming towards bring something in his hands. when he got near I know that it was the doll that Ray gave me, so I asked him where did he found it. He told me that he saw it in the woods behind the orphanage. I was really confused, like how did it gone there. But I was really happy that I got it back so, I didn't voice it out.
This day, we thought about going with Ray's grandpa to the river near mountain for fishing. After arriving there Ray and Leo, told as that they were going back to the house for something. when I told them to bring me with them, they told me that they will be back in five minutes so, I sat back to watch fishing. Eventhough they went for some long time but I didn't get bored watching Grandpa's fishing.
when we thought of returning back home, still we didn't see them back. But when I arrived at the orphanage there seems to be a commotion. someone in the orphanage saw me coming back called me to rush in.