Chapter 5

when I'm eight year old and, Leo and Ray being eleven years old, Ray started telling things like how Leo should work in his company in the future, Leo doesn't seem to against it. There are many girls who wants to befriend with Ray and Leo but they both seems to obvious of it, and they ignore everyone around them.

Some of them even tried to curry favor from me to be friends with them, but still just like everytime they ignore them like they don't exist. sometimes I get disappointed because no girls were willing to be friends with me other than me being friends with Ray and Leo they look me like I have no other value

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This year I became ten years old, Ray and Leo were 13 years old, it's been 7 years since I came to the orphanage, 7 years since I have known Ray and 6 years since I have known Leo. we often fight with each other, when me and Leo fights Ray mediate and, when me and Ray fights Leo tries to mediate and, when Ray and Leo fight I'm the who tries to mediate between and, when all we three fights we just can't stay put ends up talk and laugh with each other. Me and Leo rarely fights with each other.

As Leo was always the one who stops with his gentle character. Even though Leo has always been the gentle one sometimes it feels like he is the one who masks his feelings well.

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This year, in our school there is field trip just like picnics we were asked to go. But because I'm junior and, Ray and Leo are seniors we were not taken together. After their field trip, school took us to the falls near the river. when I'm roaming around the area alone by myself suddenly I heard a voice behind me, turning around I saw four girls standing with both hands on their hips looking eerily scary. Trembling I asked ,"What do you guys want?". The first one in the gang started talking, "why do you have to monopolize them?"

I knew what she was talking about, she is one of the girls who tried to chase after Ray but got totally ignored. When her parents bought her expensive candies she brought them for Ray saying, "These are the foreign candies, my dad bought for me, if you will like to be my friend I will give you five candies " her father is richest man in the village so, it's natural for her to buy her expensive candies but Ray is not the who likes eating candies so, it's really failure of her becoming Ray's friend. As expected She ignored by Ray. But after that day she often tries bully me, but didn't get the right chance.

Now it's seems she got the Chance to hurt me. Anxiously I asked her, "It's their wish to be friends with you or not, why do you guys have to bother me?" the second gritting her teeth said, "It's because of you they don't talk to us!" listening to them I really don't know how to talk to get out of this mess. "without giving you a lesson you will not listen" said the first girl, they started approaching me, scared I started running near the river.

Suddenly I got tripped by something, before I knew it I was sinking in the river water. Tried reaching out for something to hold my dear life, before helplessly closing my eyes thinking, "am I going to die like this? so, even God doesn't want me? will Ray, Leo, and grandpa be sad?" just like that I fell into deep slumber.