When I Need Him

"Kyran," I muttered again, sighing as I slightly opened my mouth. It didn't feel very much like Kyran, but I saw Kyran behind my eyes. Everything stopped then. His hands came off me, and he broke the kiss. I didn't open my eyes however. The illusion was too delicate to actually open my eyes and risk breaking it.

"Why did you choose me if you were just going to moan his name...in my mouth?"

I opened my eyes then and met Tony's extremely hurt eyes struggling to stay composed. I sat up, a bit flustered. I had been so into it thinking it was Kyran, but I felt a little angry at myself for not stopping. I didn't want to kiss Tomy or make out with him on my bed. I didn't want a lot of things with Tony, and he isn't what I want for myself.

"Is this revenge?" He said as I stood up, tucking my hands in my pockets.

"Revenge?"