Chapter 1

["HAVE you ever told your wife about a divorce paper?"]

["Not yet."]

["Are you still waiting for me to slap her when she looks at the paper?"]

["Please, I'll do it. I'm just looking for the right time because I know she's going to get hurt and I don't want that to happen."]

["Natural!" She raised his voice on the other line. "Don't tell me you can't because there's still a little bit of love in your heart."]

["No more and you're the one I love, Shariffa."]

["Good, well we get along. I have to go I'll kill that I have a lot to do today see you later."]

["Bye."]

DAY is Monday but I don't feel like leaving the house all I want is to wait for the time when Shariffa and I will meet. Shien, my wife, is not here. She went back to working in the store after our son was born. While Pauline was with her grandparents. We didn’t pay much attention to it because we were both busy with a lot of things. Despite our busyness I can’t quite imagine losing just how much I feel for Shien.

I blame her. Yes, she was right it was his fault. I don't agree with his work but she is very pushy. There are things we can't agree on and this is that she left my two children just to make a living.

Then I tried, ah no I didn't do it. I accidentally fell in love with another woman while not thinking I was tied to my wife. Without saying a word I thought 'she's to blame for this.'

"Peps." I turned to sit down.

"What are you doing here?"

"What kind of question is that? I naturally live here." throw it in the bag.

"Why are you in the morning? Did you pick up Pauline and our youngest?"

"Not yet because we need to talk." just now again we stare for a long time but not like before with love now it's just pity.

"What are we going to talk about why you have to leave during your work hours?" I was sarcastic.

"It doesn't matter. I just wanted to remind you that you have a wife and children."

"And then?"

With a grin it hit the table, "Then don't ever try to have a relationship with another woman."

"Here we are again."

"You weren't like that before Peps but now I feel so cold when you treat me because ---" she couldn't go on as if she had something to hide that shouldn't be confessed.

"Come on, Shien." I challenge.

"Peps," she was irritable again.

"Shien what's going on in this relationship?"

"Do you still feel like asking that?"

"And why not?"

"You thought I didn't…" wiped his face. "I'm going back to work. Reign and I will meet later out there. We'll have dinner."

"How are those two kids?"

"I'll take them."

"Put our children before other people!"

"Reign is no other person."

"Stop." I approached with a grin. "Get out."

I'm really disgusted. This is the part where when we talk there is always nothing to talk about. Where to go then I don't know what else is arguing. I can tell here that I am going to break up but every time she mentions the kids my tongue seems to recede. Maybe because I’m also afraid of the possibilities.

"Shariffa." I kissed my girlfriend when we met at a hotel. Hotel near the beach. Accurate.

"Dear, miss you so much."

"I miss you too."

"How did you say goodbye to your wife?"

"She didn't know I was leaving tonight so she might call and ask me right away if I'm going home or what." Then after I speak my phone rings. "See?" I answered the cellphone.

["Where are you?"]

["I'm not going home."]

["I said, where are you ?!"]

["Hey, I'm here for a business meeting."]

["Meeting tonight? Tell me where that is and I'll pick you up."]

["Oh please Shien why would you do that thing? I'll go home whenever I want. Did you get the kids already?"]

["Earlier I told you to eat the two first but I will eat later when you come home."]

["I'm not going home because there's a business meeting. Maybe I'll go home next week."]

["Next week ??"]

["Yes, why is there anything surprising in what I said? This is really a business meeting, isn't it?"]

["Make it sure it's a business meeting you went to because I won't hesitate to kill your woman!"] She immediately killed me with his cellphone.

"The courage." Shariffa said laughing as I looked.

"It's really brave but it's really weak when it comes to our children."

"When you're separated forever take Pauline with you." Stay away to pour wine into the glass.

"Just Pauline?"

"Her son is your youngest."

"But he's my son too."

"I just want Pauline then maybe the kid won't come with us because he knows Shien is his mother."

"If the matter…"

"So fix the divorce paper and I'll marry you." Again hug then I drank.

“Just wait after she signs and then we will take care of the wedding. "

"Invite your friends."

"The Lucifer kingdom?"

"Yes."

"I will try."

"You should make me proud of your friends because I'm less beautiful and fresh than your wife."

"I know ..." I kissed his neck. "That's why we are loved."

"Sus," she bit his lip unbuttoning my t-shirt. "In that case, let's go?"

I carried it into the room.

Whenever Shariffa and I meet inevitably nothing happens. Of course she is very aggressive compared to me. I don’t know why it’s so dead to me.

I still remember where and when we met. She was the most beautiful woman at the party that night. I did not hesitate to approach her and give her wine. Then after that they talked and reached for the cellphone number. We talked on the phone for a long time but my wife still doesn't doubt that maybe this job is what I take care of every time I hold the phone. Until I felt like I was getting cold to Shien and slowly falling for Shariffa. I feel like I want to repent. Regret why I even went back to Shien when Shariffa came into my life.