Chapter 2

"DIVORCE PAPER ?! Are you really kidding Peps?"

"I don't want to and I'm tired of understanding my wife." I tossed the paper.

"Oh, because you don't want to and you're tired you should leave Shien ?! What kind of thinking is that?"

"Thoughtful thought." I smiled at the conversation.

"My godfather, Peps. I think you're the most sensible and orderly love life in the Lucifer kingdom but look… you're probably worse than Erdem, and Zayn."

"Come on, Cedric."

"Come on your face." its body collapsed on the sofa. "Fix that. What are you really planning?" I sat down again so I could talk to Cedric in depth.

"Continue the divorce paper."

"Reign will be with you when she finds out about your plan. You cheated on Shien. Where did you meet that woman, huh?"

"There's no need to know where I met her. What I want to happen is for her to sign the paper so that Shariffa and I can get married right away."

"How well do you know that woman and why does it seem so easy for you to leave your family? Does Shien really have no value in your life and the future of your children? Don't you think it will hurt them when they grow up?"

"We've been there for a long time. I've planned what will happen. Pauline will stay with us while the youngest will be with Shien."

"Annoying,"

"Ced, this is my decision. It's complete and I don't want to change it."

"You said you wouldn't talk about that, what if she didn't agree?"

"I'll push her until she signs."

"You're really crazy. Where is your promise to love her to death? Where is your promise to take care of them as much as you can? but when Shariffa comes into your life all your promises seem to be ignored."

"Now that I realize not all the promises you have to let go in front of her sometimes we will even swallow those promises. I am very sorry and why I only now met Shariffa."

"Maybe it's just for a while. You might think Shien is worthless because of her stubbornness but the truth is you still love her."

"Shariffa is really in my heart."

"Think about it over and over until you get the right answer. You probably don't want to get to the point where you'll regret it later."

"I totally decided I would talk to her should she sign it."

"I would have asked you to talk properly but in true to life she will definitely get angry."

"I don't care if she gets angry. It's important that I be free in life and marry Shariffa."

"I'm still with Shien."

"It's up to you, I'm not a fool to listen to the opinion of others. I will follow what is in my heart." Cedric's concern was obvious. I knew he was disgusted with my behavior but it was entirely my decision.

"I'd like something more please." I said again.

"Oh?"

"Please, don't mention it to Reign."

"She probably didn't know the two were friends."

"Just promise me."

"I don't know about you. I hope you don't regret the decision you make in the end."

"Absolutely Cedric."

"Hey,"

"Let's just have a drink."

"I can't let you have a walk with Reign the next few nights let's have a drink or even if you just go home." I nodded.

"Will you come with me?"

"You go first I have to call that atty."

"I really hope you don't regret your decision."

"That's enough."

"I'm your conscience!" It seems even more intimidating to think that I would be scared of just a simple word.

Then what if I repent? maybe I won't regret it because Shariffa and I will have fun together.

I CALLED Shien after I met with Atty. I sent her home immediately to discuss my plan to separate from her. It has no idea yet and it still looks fun based on the tone of the speech.

"You two are asleep." its dead in the light where we are here in the living room.

"Good."

"What are we going to talk about?"

"About us." It stood up again to turn on the light. Walked to the kitchen. When she returned, she was carrying a beer with about five. Three were applied to me while two were applied to her.

"It's our anniversary soon." She said while swallowing the liquid alcohol, "Where do you plan to go? I'm going to ask for a three-day vacation just to celebrate our anniversary."

"Don't bother anymore…"

"Why? have you ever booked a hotel?"

"Nothing."

"Resort?"

"Nothing either." She was a little disappointed but it showed how close she was to be with me on our anniversary day. "I'll take care of it as long as you don't go to work on our anniversary day." I slowly examined its face before taking out the manila envelope. I reached here with doubt on his face.

"What's this for?"

"Read it."

"I'm nervous, what is this?" Nervous but excited open the envelope. It was stunned to read the top of the paper, "D-divorce paper? W-what… Peps?"

"You sign." I have no appetite for commands.

"Are you breaking up with me?" Gradually her tears flowed, "What is my fault? Why do we have to get to this point?"

"I don't want to…" I added in disgust.

"You don't want to? And… so there's a divorce paper because you don't want to? What about me, our child? Won't you even ask if I'll allow what you want to happen ??"

"Please, Shien I can no longer be with you. The truth is that I am tired of being with you every day. I just feel sorry for the kids but I really don't want to."

"How come you don't really want me anymore? Don't say you have someone else…" sobbing question. "How about your promises to me when we got married? How about me, your children and I."

"To me Pauline, to you the youngest."

"How can it be so easy for you to leave us? Admit it, is there another woman? Who is she? Is she more beautiful? Rich? Do you really love her more than I do?"

"I love her more than you. I'm sorry you don't deserve to hear hurtful words so I hope you just sign that without hurting you." Tossed the paper.

“Don’t you think you haven’t hurt me yet ?! I just saw the divorce paper so sick done… done ... I hear from you that others love you and I’m not so sick, so sick, Peps. "

"What do you want me to do?" we are together. "I'll stay with you even if I don't love you anymore? Is that what you want to happen?" This prevents them from speaking or even hurting. I know my decision is painful for her but I really don't want to. I don't want to be with her because Shariffa is the one I love.

"How long, how long have you been fooling me." trace the anger on his face.

"Two years? I don't know, what's important to me is that I'll be free in this life."

"Why are you like that? Why didn't you even make me feel like you didn't want to? Why did you take so long!"

"Because I feel sorry for the kids, what else do you want me to do if I really don't want to!" The tone of my speech rose.

"It's the same, whether you say then or now, the children are pitiful. What do you want me to do with that signature without even thinking about it?"

"Whether you sign it or not nothing will change how I feel we will separate from what you don't want or want."

"I won't sign."

"Why not?"

"Because I don't want to."

"Damn!"

"Don't force me, Peps." She slammed the door to the room for me.