Chapter 8

The next morning when she wakes-up, she sees her mom sitting beside her bed and slept last night that same way. She smiles and puts her hand on her mom's head and says; I'm really lucky to have you mum!

"Honey, are you awake?

Are you alright?

Yeah! Mom just having a slight headache …

Did I do something last-night mom?

Nah, you just got drunk nothing else.

Ok, I'm going to get fresh, I'll meet you down stairs sometime.

Ok, I'll make something yummy for you, then you have to leave to meet the counsellor.

Ok mom".

She goes to take shower and starts to recollecting her memory from what, she did last night, she remembers that, she did something to a guy and now she doesn't know him, nor his name, or even remember his face. She gets a bit ashamed and guilty that, she did something to a stranger, she doesn't even know and now she isn't sure that they both will ever meet…

After the shower, she got dressed, she goes down stairs and have breakfast with her mom, after having an amazing coco-chip pancakes with maple syrup and a cup of coffee. She kisses her mom on her forehead and leaves for the office of the counsellor. She gets in her car, ties her seat-belt and drives herself to the counsellor's office. She also had in her mind that now a days Zayan is rarely meeting her. Umm, he might be busy (I'll meet him afterwards in college, she whispers softly to herself). Then she reaches there and goes inside everything was going well, she greets the Mr. Miller then sits they had some normal conversations then Mr. Ahyan Miller ask her about Zayan; how is he? Where did you me him?          

 She replies him gently with a low smile. Then he tries to say that, what she is having with Zayan is totally wrong. That very moment she gets peeved and starts arguing with him that now, what do you expect me to do? Can't I have friends? My dad passed away few weeks ago and now even my best-friend and now I have only close friend left and you are telling me now! That, what I have with him is wrong. Do you even have emotions, do you even understand any human relation? Do you even have someone? Do you ever have lost someone who was close to you? (In Hostile way, she leaves the room by kicks the lamp and slams the door badly on his face.) Mr. Miller calls Sofia (Mr's. Johnsen) and says her that, Jesah is not under his control and she have too much anger issues and he also tell Sofia about her behavior, how she acted few moments ago, and what she just did few moments ago. Sorry I can't help you! You should see another doctor …

No, no it's totally fine. I understand still thank you for the help. I'll pay for all the damages, which she caused.                                               No need for that just take care of her and show her to some good doctor as soon as you can and also see to it that the doctor is someone, whom she is close to or else it will be totally hard for you and her also.                                                          

Yea sure, thankyou once again.

After that all, she goes to college and she sees Zayan at the gate and tells him to get in the car as he gets in, she tells him all the things. My dear will you listen to me carefully? (said Zayan)                                  

Yea sure say.                                                                    

Please take all the treatments properly and also listen to your doctors and your mom, you have just got cured few months ago, you have to take proper care of your self don't think of me all the time. I'm here today, maybe I won't the next morning... he said while getting off from the car.

So, you are also trying to get rid of me, right?

No, nothing so my dear, let me explain myself… (Zayan said but she didn't listen and removed her car from parking and drove herself to the mall for the inspection as she didn't even go there yesterday.) She checked-up on everything, then signed all the documents after reading them, which Mr's. Garcia kept on her desk. Then there was knock at the door and Mr's. Garcia showed up: how are you my dear today? Yeah, I'm good; what about you are you feeling alright? You should have taken more gapes and stayed home and rest nah. No, Jen I feel good, when I see you, as you are my second daughter, thou and I feel proud to have you and I can say that too that Ferheen would see you from heaven and she would be proud of you the way you do and handle everything. Hehe, oh so you think that. Yea! I do baby, so keep going ok. Yea ok she says with a smile.

"Are you seeing Dr. Adu lately?

Nope but thinking to go to see her in sometime, after I get free from this paper works.

Yeah, you should.

Yup, and yea please if you need anything just call me, I'll get that for you as I'm your second daughter so, you can't deny to me.

Hehe, yeah sure, now you finish your work. I'm going to the camera room to see is everything alright.

Yeah, sure just take care aunt."

After she finishes her paper work, she saw 3 missed calls from her mom on her phone popped up, so she calls her back: Hey mom, how are you?

I'm good, but are you?

Ok, so you got to know about that mess, I'm really sorry but that time he became too rude so I couldn't stop myself.

Its ok honey, just take-care next time and how is Mr's Garcia?

Yeah, mom she is alright.

Ok honey.

Mom I'll be little late tonight, as I'm going to see Dr Adu in sometime.

Yeah, sure no problem just drive-safe and call me once you get free.

Ok mom, bye!"

She drives herself to the hospital and goes up and meets Adu, she really becomes really happy to see her there.

"Oh my gosh look who came here to meet me, 3B girl.

3B? Jesah asks.

 A busy-beautiful-business girl.

Oh okay. (says while giggling)

Let's go and sit in my cabin.

Yeah sure.

While they were sitting inside Dr. Adu's cabin a tall guy with olive green knit sweatshirt with black faded jeans and red shoes with black hair with a site of brown reflection. His eyes were just like an amazing spark of brown just like an amazing romantic sunset full a shining sun. Jesah just drown herself in his eyes just like a dolphin swim slowly at the time of purple sunset. For 2 sec she didn't even listen anything,

"Hey, hey? Jesah?

 Yeah Dr. … (she replied)

Are you ok? (she woke up from her day dream.)

Yea doctor I'm totally fine, she said with a pleasing smile.

 Meet him he is now your new doctor, for your procedures ahead.

Ok Dr. Adu.

"Hey, my name is Sahlaq Khan, you can call me Dr. SHL or Dr. khan

And you might be the person of hundred versions.

 What?

Nothing! Nothing! Your name?

My name is Jesah Johnsen you can call me Jen".

I think, I have met you before! (said Jesah)

Oh, so you don't remember?

Nope…

Never mind will see that later on, let's go in my cabin and now decide the schedule for your meditation and your medicines."

Then they both went together to his cabin for have some small talk.

If you are ok, we should become friends first it will be easy for us to carry the meditation forward.

Yea sure "she replied"

So, they start with the normal conversations like:

"What's your age?

What do you do?

Where do you stay?

Who, who is there in your family?

She replied him with all the honest answers, then she asks him about himself too.

Then the main question pops up!

Do you have any close friends?

Yea I had one best-friend but she died lately.

Ferheen right?

How come you know her?

I saw you at her funeral.

Oh ok!

So, any close friend beside her?

Yeah Zayan, but I don't know why. When I am with him people really act strange, I don't know why. All thou he is such a great person, that words can't explain.

Ok, ok no problem it happens at times, will talk about it in tomorrow's session.

So, tomorrow 9 am will be ok for you, for your first session?

 Will do in the Kirei Shinzō (奇麗 思い) is an amazing Sakura (cherry blossom) garden, I have heard it is a really beautiful garden.

Yea it is! Ok so will be waiting for you tomorrow at 9am (Jen said).

Sure, so I'll pick you from your place, is that sound alright?

Yea, sure Dr. Khan. (she replied with a smile)."

After that she goes back home happily and as she enters her mom was waiting for her and she was glad to see her happy even after having such a rough day.

How are you honey? How was your day and meeting with your new doctor?

Just a second, how do you know about my new doctor mom?

Yes, I have even met him before and even you have. Do you remember when you fainted after crying so badly in Ferheen's funeral?

Yea I do, but how is Dr. SHL is connected with that matter?

Honey when you fainted, he was the only guy, who caught you up and brought you back home safe with me. And yea even after that when you were drunk that day, inside the church and slept, he only picked up my call and he brought you home safe that night too. he is really an amazing hearted person and finest doctor too.

Oh, okay so he is that person. What do you mean by that person jen? Asks her mom.    

Mom that day after I passed out after drinking so much, I think, did something to this guy, I don't exactly remember but maybe I told him something stupid or hugged him or something that now is making me feel guilty. How am I now supposed to face him?

Hehe, that you must have thought before honey. Now you should go and sleep.                

Yea mom, he will come to pick me up by 9 am. So please wake me up by 8, so I can get ready on time.

Oh, so is it a date? (mom asked)

No mom, it's just our first session of my treatment.

Okay, so you should sleep now honey, it's almost 12am now or else how will you be able wake up early?

Yea mom going, good night.

Good night honey.

(the next morning her mom knocks at her door)

Wake up honey, it's almost 8:30 I have been waking you up from the last 30 minutes.

Oh my gosh, mom I'll be late.

No, don't worry go get fresh and take a shower and take care ok? It's better to be late then to get hurt.

Yeah mom.

Ok, get ready and come down stairs I'm making your favorite waffle with Belgian chocolate and maple syrup.

Ok mom coming.

Then she takes shower, gets ready and goes down and sees Dr. SHL is already sitting down stairs on the dining table and waiting for her.

Hey! (Jen said in shocking voice)

Hey, your mom told me that you are getting ready and also invited me to have your favorite breakfast, I should tell you that, you really have great taste even, I love this combo too!

Yeah, it is a great combo, that's why I love them so much.

Yeah, lets enjoy it then go to our first meditation process ok?

Yeah, that will be amazing.

They both had butterflies in their tummy as they both started having feelings for each other, no doubt Jen was equally attracted looking same as Dr SHL, they just kept on giving smile to each other on the table while her mom was noticing her and also happy in the moment as her daughter was happy or will be going to be happy in a long term may be. Jen was quite curies to know what happened with her the both the times she met him before, and SHL was happy as he had an amazing moment of his life in that two meetings.

They finished they're breakfast then Dr SHL thanked Mr's Johnsen for such amazing breakfast, really you have magic in your hands I had something good after so long. OH, then you should come and join us whenever you are free, I will be happy to welcome you all the time.

Thank-you, really thanks a lot Mr's Johnsen.

Yeah, mom thanks for the amazing breakfast, I will meet you in the evening and call me if you need anything ok?

Yea sure honey I will, you just take care of yourself, feel free and enjoy your day.

Yea mom you take care too.

Beep, beep (Dr. SHL blew up the horn of his car)

Yea coming. (said Jesah)

I think you are too close to your mom…

Yeah, I am (she said while sitting inside the car), after my dad's death I became her best-friend, her adviser or whatever she needed me to become I was always there and I will always.

In Sha Allah (إِنْ شَاءَ ٱللَّٰ).

What that means? (asked Jen to Dr.)

It means if Allah wills (God wills), he will surely provide you with what you ask for.

Oh okay, it's such a sweet word like small word with such an amazing phrase.

Don't worry you will hear many words like this ahead.

They didn't realize when they reached the Kirei Shinzō in all they're long talks. They got down and went inside it was the same time of the year when Jesah went with Zayan and told him those words, so she got a little upset so Dr asked what happened? Is something wrong we can go somewhere else it's totally ok. No, it's just some memory just get stick to us and don't leave our back several times. Yeah, it does happen but, is there anything such so you can share with me, as we are friends too. Ok so, basically last year I proposed a guy right over here but he rejected in such a way that, he thought me the new meaning of the life. Oh, I see that sounds good and a little sad at the same time, yea it was but it was for my good may be. Yeah, that can be a point. Then slowly, slowly Jesah started opening up with Dr. as they started growing feelings for each other but inside something deep down inside was hurting that was not seeing Zayan now for a long time now, yeah, she had Dr. Khan now but Zayan was the only person who thought her how to be happy and how to face the world. They both were lying under the Sakura tree she was in a white dress he was in his black sweatshirt with brown pants, the moment was perfect just as they both were. They both just lay there for next 1 hour without sharing a word with each other just by looking at each other, but as slowly and gently the petals of the Sakura flower were falling on Jesah's face, she was smiling with joy and SHL was happy to see her smiling even after she have faced so many bad days and problems, she was really a strong woman now!

"As slowly as the petals are touching your skin 

I can feel it by inch and inch, just by looking at your smile.

That how small things can matter you the most and,

Even a biggest thing in your life you got can make you feel lost."

After an hour he got up from there then, he gave his had to her to get up,             

Thank you she said with a pleasant smile.                                                   

Now, let me take you to my favorite place. But I am already late I have to go to mall for inspection, I have already bunked my class of today. Its ok to take a break. Please don't spoil the moment now please (he said with his cute puppy dog eyes) oh my god how can I say no to this face, ok stop I will come but tomorrow you have to spend a day with me the way I say. Ok, Aye-Aye Captain now come on. Then they both went to the seaside and sat there. You know whenever I am tense, I come here to relax, to listen the seashore. Oh, that's so calm maybe it can be my new favorite too. Yeah, maybe it can happen. By the way you didn't tell me about your family.

Ok so you want to know?

Yes of course, I want to you are my doctor but, you are my friend as well.

Ok, so I don't have any one just a small brother whom I have adopted he is really sweet and cute if you like kids I will surely make you meet him.

Yeah, sure why not I would love too.

Okay now it is getting cold we should go back home. Yeah, but I am loving this (he said with a soft freezing voice). Hehe you will but if you will get sick, have cold and cold I wouldn't love that to happen. Oh, so you are being caring now…. Why can't I be? No, no you surely can. Then he holds her hand and took her to the car make her sit properly inside and closed the door for her then went and sat in the car and drove, while driving, talking and suddenly when he turned to see her, she already slept with a cute smile on her face. He reached and then tried to pick her up (wakeup jen he said softly). But instead of waking she hold his hand and slept more comfortably, he just sat back and saw her the way she was sleeping so calmly like a small baby. Then he holds her up in his arms and rang the bell her mom opened the door. Oh, is she alright? did she fainted? No, no Mr's Johnsen she slept, I tried to woke her but she didn't so I hold her up in arms. Ok, ok can you please take her to her room its up-stairs. Yeah, sure why not, as he tucks her in her bed, she holds his hand very tightly (dad please don't go) she said in murmuring sleepy voice so he sat back there on the floor near her bed holding her hand. And he didn't realize he was sleepy too so, he slept too just after 5 minutes of sitting. The next morning her mom came and saw them both she smiled watching both of them holding hands and sleeping and said honey wake up it's 10 am now!