Chapter 9

Good morning, Mr's Johnsen I didn't realize when I slept. It is alright you must be tired. Yeah, I was but we enjoyed, Mr's Johnsen I want to talk to you about that file. Will talk about that later on if you don't mind? Yeah, sure no problem. Which file (Jesah said with her sleeping voice).

Noting it was just about your meditation. (her mom interrupted with and irregular tone.)

"Okay, by the way you didn't went home Dr.?                        

You didn't leave my hand so, how can I?                                           

me your hand?

Yeah, honey you were! (said her mom)

She felt a bit shame that her mom saw that all.                                      

Ok you both get fresh; I am waiting for you'll at the breakfast table.

Mr's Johnsen, I have to reach hospital, I am already late!

 Nope you can't go like this have something then only you can.

Alright!

Did I really hold your hand all night? (she asked after her mom leave the room)

Yeah, you did why would me and your mom lie to you about it.

Oh my god, ok can I ask you one thing?

Yeah ask.

Did I do something to be ashamed of that night, when I was drunk at the church?

Nope you just kissed me!

I kissed you? (she asked with a shock and red tomato face.)

Why am I that bad looking that you can't kiss me?

No nothing like that you are really hot (she said in sudden way); but I kissed you when, I didn't even know you.

Yes, and I can say you miss your dad a lot, you were imaging me as him and asking me to stay.

I am really sorry for that! (she said with low tone)

He hugged her and said no, you shouldn't be sorry for that ok, you can ask me or say me anything you want. She smiled and said yeah sure.

Then they both got fresh and went to the table and sat, as Dr. was already late so, he just had his coffee and ask for the permission to Mr's Johnsen as he was late and now, he have to go at his place too and get fresh then run to the hospital.

No, it's totally fine just drive-safe (Mr's Johnsen replied).

I will meet you at 2 or 3pm after my class at hospital."

Yeah, sure will be waiting for you he said with a smile.

Then after he went, Jesah went for the shower then kissed her mom's forehead then rush for her class, she was damn excited to meet Dr SHL. she finished her work in the college and then she got in her car and drove herself to the hospital, as she reached, she went to Dr SHL's cabin. As she went, they did hey hello, then a nurse came and told him something slowly. He said her to wait just 5minute cause it's an urgent work, I will be right back you make yourself comfortable here. She sat on his chair happily and she didn't had idea that a file can change her whole life. Then she saw file with her name and with Zayan' name. She became very queries as in the morning her mom was talking about it, so she opens the file and she saw her name her age everything was normal until, she turned the page and saw something, which was to shocking. Zayan was the guy who died on the same day, she had the lungs transplant, and he is the only guy who's lungs where transplanted inside of her. She became heart-broken and her eyes filled up with tears then she turned the page then she saw it was written that she had and disease known as Schizophrenia; which is when a person imagine things and think it is in real life. It really broke her heart by realizing that Zayan was just an illusion all the time, and he was the son of that psychologist Ahyan Miller that's why, he was helping her but at a point he busted out in his emotions by listing about his dead son from her mouth and now, she realized why people use to stare at her whenever, she used to talk to him because, he was never there all the time she thought he is. It was just her thinking and people found her crazy, she burst into tears and she couldn't control herself she tore the files, she threw everything, which was on the table and she ran straight to the terrace and sat on the roof with the bag of her memories, which were sweet just a moment before and now it is hurting her just the way a broken glass can hurt a person walking bare foot. Dr Khan went back in his cabin after his work and saw that mess she did and he immediately got it that, she has read the files and now she knows everything, he searched for her in the whole hospital and also asked many peoples and staff they said they saw her near the terrace, he ran to the terrace and then saw her sitting on the roof upside at the edge. Crying sniffing very badly like a small kid cries, when he slips off her mother's hand and they get lost in the crowd of people. He went up and sat near her. Why are you even here you hided these things all the time from me, even thou you knew everything and I said you that he was my only friend! I was going to but, I needed some time and I can't hurt you Jen I really love you that's why, I was really a little scare that how would you react to this because, I know how you reacted to that psychologist after he tried to tell you this thing. No, you are same as the other people. (They both stood up and Jesah was full in anger and sadness she never stopped crying) Jen but…

He tried to hold her and hug her but she pushed him a little far but instead his leg slipped and he fell down on the terrace floor and it was all blood, blood.