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Andara looked at the wet ground which was now starting to flatten in front of her

The beautiful girl, who is now braiding her hair, typical of a village woman, has been squatting between the two graves bearing the words Rusmini and Handoko for 2 hours

no words are heard nor tears that seem unable to come out

The two of them have been gone for years and Ara never forgets to visit their graves.

especially for today..

when her eyes stare at the old man in his 50s coming to the house her uncle and aunt look obscenely at her.

and at that time.. ara can only hope that this life doesn't get any worse after becoming a maid at her uncle's house

but how else.. hope remains a hope

her bad thoughts really happened when She came home and her aunt mercilessly forced her to accept the proposal of skipper Tirta who currently has 2 wives.

with tears streaming down most of her face ara can only nod and this time she really believes that her life will be many times worse than before

1 week after the proposal ceremony was carried out, with shame and hurt Andara heard the whispers of the guests who began to humiliate her

don't forget the 2 wives of skipper tirta who look at her sharply as if they want to skin her alive

until the help comes in the second andara feel her life will be hell..

Indrayana, the eldest son of skipper tirta and his late first wife, stopped the event on the grounds that it had been 3 years since he had put his heart to Andara

skipper tirta seemed to be holding back his emotions until his face turned red.

he wanted to refuse but failed when he saw his favorite son begging to kneel in front of him

It's no secret that skipper Tirta loves the child of his first wife, who is a beautiful woman from England

And the proposal was carried out, no.. not only the proposal but also the wedding that Indra asked to be carried out that day.

Andara doesn't know whether She should be happy or not, She's grateful to be separated from Tirta's skipper

but somehow Andara didn't find love from indra for her.

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a day passed and what Andara felt happened again, indra really never loved her, and what surprised her again.. indra has always loved his own mother

no.. andara will not be surprised if indra loves Liora--indra's mother--with the meaning of love between mother and child

the problem is that indra loves liora like a boy loves his girl.

the reason indra married her was only because her lips and nose really look like liora

unfortunately there.. indra is really a person who feels powerful, he is a person who acts dominant in everything

even last night her was really in a lot of pain when Indra had intercourse with her for the first time

Andara already said that she was not ready, but what could her do if Indra had tore her clothes and fucked her violently.

no wonder now her back and almost her entire body are bruised because of the slap of Indra.

if the girls She often meets say that having sex is delicious then it's not for Andra, according to her it is torture, torture that makes her self-esteem fall endlessly.

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2 years later..

Andara and Indra are blessed with a handsome son whose facial curves are very similar to the male version of Andara only green eyes that indra pass on to their children.

Reynan Dirgantara, the baby was given the name, Indra always called him Reynan, while Andara for some reason preferred to call him Raga.

In the past 2 years, the relationship between Indra and Andara have improved quite a bit, though only a little..

Indra are still with indra as the dominant one who often can't control himself when it comes to Andara, while Andara is only able to respect her husband without any love at all.

maybe as a thank for saving her from the skipper tirta--even though the old man still looks at her pervertedly when he meets her-- also because the presence of a raga that really becomes a new spirit in hers life

indra really loves Raga, it makes Indra a little lessen the intensity of having sex with Andara, making a woman who is still beautiful and even there is no change in her body shape is very grateful

but also Indra will go crazy if doing that with Andara afterward as if it was a revenge mission

not infrequently andara can only lie in bed and let Raga only accompanied by a babysitter who Indra to hire

the years passed, he became a handsome figure who was often the topic of conversation with the villagers, even though it was not uncommon for village girls to come to Andara's house just to give food or objects but raga a never even touched.

if Andara didn't accept it as a form of politeness, the mother of one is sure that raga would prefer to close the door to him house rather than having to accept or talk to the coquettish girls.

it's no longer a Strange for the villagers if Raga is a super cold man and rarely mingles with his surroundings.

Even during elementary school, the kid didn't even bring a friend to his house

don't get wrong, raga is not a rude person who likes to play with hands, raga is just a talkative and a little arrogant, of course, except for his mother.

the child will turn into a super spoiled creature if together with Andara

strangely it doesn't apply to Indra, even if a boy always invites Raga to talk, the child will prefer to answer with coughing or head movements

the incident continued until the age of Raga reached 14 years, the friendly Indra in front of Raga became the same cold Indra as in front of Andara.

maybe Indra are bored with the indifference of Raga, what else can Andara do?, Andara has advised Raga many times but what can do if the child seems to close his ears

indra is getting further away from the two of them, especially when the man rarely comes home with the reason that his work is outside Indonesia

until a few months after the fateful incident happened to Indra, The man died when the plane that was taking him to England crashed and killed all the passengers

A series of facts began to emerge when a woman came to her house and claimed to be Indra's cousin and lover, and also showed off a photo of her intimacy with Indra.

At that time there was nothing that Ara could think of other than her son mentality, which she was worried about being disturbed because of gossip from the villagers

right.. she is again disappointed, lucky she has anticipated the worst even though by not involving her heart in her household

this is where the story begins...

a story about the new life of an Andara and her handsome son, Reynan Dirgantara, who decide to migrate to Jakarta for their own serenity.

armed with a house and a vehicle in the name of Raga they are forced to sell

well.. they are ready for whatever happens because for Andara the biggest strength is raga, and for Raga as long as he is with andara, he doesn't have to worry about anything