Confession

The door of the room opens with a creaking sound yet, no one entered. After a straight two minutes had passed by, the teenager finally entered his room with a big sigh. Was it out of relief or was it out of stress? No idea.

He had a blank expression on his face. Just staring into nothingness. Upon coming back to earth from his world of thoughts, he throws his bag - as usual - and yeets himself onto his bed, burying his head in his pillow and letting out a muffled scream followed with a whine.

The brown haired lad pushes himself up in a sitting position, a frown on his face, blowing away his bangs from his face with his breath. Then, to lift his burden, he hurriedly picks up the tape recorder from his night stand and sits on his usual spot.

He takes a deep breath, then presses the 'play' button and the tape starts rolling.

"~° Kang Hanjun, Voice Log Day 107 °~"

"Ahem...a-ahem *coughs*.... Oookaayyyy that just went.... really awkward.... ahahahaha."

The innocent boy rubs his head with the awkward laugh, averting his eyes.

"Well..... something happened today. I've been like this since then. I didn't tell mom because I know she'd worry and all."

"I just couldn't keep it in. I just want to tell someone and I've got no one but why, oh, you! So! Here I am and here you are."

"Just a side note but I'm pretty sure if my mom caught me doing this she'd start bawling her eyes out because of me sooooo, i sHoUld bE a liTtlE qUiEteR..."

He whispers the last few words for dramatic effects and laughs at himself.

"Well... today.... a girl.... c-confessed to me. I had no idea how to react. Of course, I didn't accept it but, it was the first time I got a confession. Usually I avoid most people and recently I'm the one being avoided. Karma much?"

"So, I rejected her, most awkwardly. She told me to think it over and asked me about the reason to reject her. Obviously, I couldn't tell her what the reason is because of..... ahem..... reasons."

"She ended up leaving while crying. Ughhhh! It was such an arduous task. Who knew rejecting a person is this hard. I hope it doesn't come back to haunt me."

"But right now, WHAT. DO. I. DOOOOO???!!!!!! awwwwww shucks I wanna cry. I know that I'm acting like a little baby but what do I do? I just didn't want to hurt anyone yet I ended up hurting that girl, un-in-tentionallyyyyy."

"I suck. I really do. No no no, you can't tell me otherwise, Mr. tape recorder. I am a bad little boy.... You know, this sounds more like my mom scolding me when I was six years old. Huh, guess she did rub off at some point."

"Okay so, I'll tell you what ever happens tomorrow. I hope that cute girl doesn't ruin her face while crying. I'm not that even of a good catch. That's exactly what I'm saying Mr. tape recorder. She can get someone wayyyy better than me."

"Now then that's all out, I'll just roll in my bed and fuss over it till I go to sleep. I don't wanna do my homework. Skipping one day doesn't mean any harm. Bye Mr. tape recorder. I hope I can sleep."

"Annyeonggg~~~"

"~° This was Kang Hanjun. 6th_April_#### °~"

And with a whining voice, he presses the 'stop' button, ending his recording. As he had stated, he jumps back on his bed and rolls over again and again because of his weird guilt. His mom called him down for dinner but, he just rejected her.

However, saying 'no' to her reminded him of saying 'no' to that girl and then he rushes downstairs due to guilt and quietly eats dinner. Oh and, that night, he didn't get a wink of sleep.