Can’t fall asleep

It was turning night and I was getting tired, but when I came out of the shower, my roommate says, "that's my cue." I thought he was just being nice and he was letting me change in complete privacy, but when he walked out, someone took his place, that person was Austin, "did little kitten get out of the shower?" He said to me walking closer, "get out" I say in a shaky voice. He pushes me against the wall, grabs my hands, pins them above my head, and unwraps the towel I had on with his mouth, "please, leave me alone" I say, trying to get out of his grip. He gets closer and closer until his lips are touching mine, I try to kick him, but every time I try, he either bites my lip or just pushes his face harder against mine. I moan, trying to get him to stop, but that just gives him the opportunity to slide his tong in my mouth. I start crying and when he felt my tears, he stopped, "what's wrong little kitten" he says with a smile on his face, "y-you're hurting me." I say trying to catch my breath, "oh, baby girl, let's try something different. He pushes me on the bed and strips off his clothes. He climbs on top of me and starts kissing my body, top to bottom, when he got to the bottom, his tong was hitting the spot just right, I moan, but this time not out of pain, "you like that little kitten?" I don't answer, I'm too afraid to say anything. He yanks me off the bed and pushes me down on my knees, "your turn little kitten." He says grabbing my head, "I don't know how, I've never done this before." I say hoping that he'll stop. "That's good, that means you saved yourself for me." I try to speak but he just pushes my head and i start to choke. He pulls my head away enough for me to breath, but not enough where my mouth is fully out, he pushes my head back in and does that a couple times. "Good job kitten" he says sounding proud, "now let's go on to something more advanced." He pushes me on the bed and spreads my legs and you can connect the dots, "the way you shake when barley half of it is in, I wonder how you would react if I went a little further.." "no please, don't go in further" I say crying. He pulls out and gets dressed, "I'm going to see the principal and ask if I can trade dorms with my brother, don't have any fun without me, little kitten." I sit there, still crying when his brother walks in, "so, how was it" he asks happily, "What do you think?" I say wiping tears off my face and getting up to get clothes. I feel him push against me, "what are you doing" I ask, scared, "what do you think" he says mockingly, "you are just like your brother" I say starting to cry, "no, I don't wait" he says pulling my hair and pushing me on the bed, "and, I don't half-ass things." He says grabbing my waist and pushing in all the way, "damn, you do shake, I wonder what would happen if I did this" he started going in and out, making me yelp. He finally pulls out, gets dressed and passes me clothes, "you are fun, too bad my brother gets you." I get dressed and sit on my bed, ignoring him.