Obliviousstudent

"If anything he doesn't love me as much as he loved you, I have seen Asher in love. He becomes the softest and gentlest person to the one he loves, but he isn't like that with me. he thinks he loves me but he doesn't-"

"That is because he wants to be loved in return" Sabine stated.

Isabelle looked at the other woman, "what do you mean?

"That look in his eyes when he stares at you? He loves you so much that he is scared of getting hurt, he is afraid that you would not love him back the way he loves you. If there is something I have noticed with Asher is that he sacrifices himself for me, he did the same thing for Giselle too, but with you, he just wants to be loved back."

"And that is supposed to be better? He worshipped you two and for me?"

"He didn't worship us, Isabelle, on the contrary, you are the one being worshipped. There is nothing more beautiful in this world than to love and be loved. He did not need us to love him back, he did not require our love but he pines for yours. You can see vividly how he searches and does everything he can to receive even a sliver of your affection. You have more power over his sanity, peace of mind, and happiness than Giselle and I combined wished to have. Isabelle, you have it all, every single part of Asher's heart and soul, and as hard as this is to say, you have to stop breaking it."

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This is a love story, a story of fate and fiction, where lifetimes come to play. Do you believe in soulmates? What if you have to endure three lifetimes to end up with your soulmate?


Isabelle has suffered heartbreak her past two lifetimes, even though she only remembers one lifetime. Her fate was so twisted she ended up the victim of an ambitious author. When her world is turned into a novel she does not end up as the main lead, hence she does not end up with the male lead, what is worse is that she becomes a cannon fodder that ends up dying tragically. 

She reincarnates when a transmigrator possesses the body of the novel's second female Lead, Sabine. With another chance she falls in love with the male lead, her fiance once again. But just like in her first life he doesn't even notice her as more than a nuisance, in fact, in this life she dies by his hand.

Now she has reincarnated for the third time, and she remembers her past life, she knows her life is fiction and made for mere entertainment but she cannot accept such a tragic fate again. In the first life, the male lead ended up with her cousin the female lead, Giselle. In her second life, he was in love with the second lead, Sabine. All this when she had the most claim to him as his fiancee' but he manages to break her each time. In this life, she is not going to make the same mistake. Each time she loves him she dies, but not this time.

But what happens when he finally wants her? What happens when he remembers his past lives and confesses that she is the one he has wanted all along?

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Make no mistake, this is not your normal storyline. The first volume is written in the first person and the main villain is not introduced till volume two. It is a SLOWBURN romance and the story picks up in volume two. But this author promises it is not a read you will regret.

It is different but worth it, a deep storyline with flawed characters who make real mistakes and have real stakes and pressure on them. 

Stay for the journey and you will never regret reading this at the end, in fact, you won't be able to forget it. A lot of life lessons, but you must be patient through the ride.

If superficial and shallow plotlines are what you want then this read isn't for you, but if you are tired of the same old thing then try these. Same concept but with an incredible twist. This author hopes you see this book for what it is. A lesson.

What the heart wants:Reincarnator meets transmigrator

I can't breathe, I am so overwhelmed by so many conflicting emotions right now it's hard to keep my composure. "Sabine" my father repeats walking towards me, it seems so unreal that he is here right in front of me that I do not complain as he walks towards me, no word leaves my mouth I just watch him. But the moment we touch and he pulls me into a very familiar and incredibly warm hug everything comes crashing down and everything I feel at that time comes out as tears.


"I miss you bunny" he whispers beside my ear and I am unable to stop the sobs that hurt the back of my throat as they escape my lips or the way my body wracks as I am surrounded by his warm embrace. I hate this man, I despise him for everything he had done abandoning his children to just disappear and leaving a mountain of debt in his absence. For so long I have tried to understand him but I simply cannot yet I love him still, and worse I missed him. How can I forget his comforting words and assuring smile, even this was how badly I missed his hugs?


"Dad" I cry desperately, my shaky hands rising to wrap around his body, I clutch on to him for dear life.


"I'm right here bunny, I'm right here."


After a long tearful moment and another long moment after that, I finally managed to stop crying. Currently, we were sitting in the waiting room in silence.


We speak at the same time, "go ahead" I say.


My father nods and clears his throat before he began to speak again but something pops in my mind and I blurt it out before he speaks "have you been along to see the younger ones?" I ask.


And my father smiles, "you are going to have to stop referring to your younger already teenage brothers a the little ones." And I pout "there are little, Sebastian is just thirteen and Sevas is only ten. They are little and they have missed you. You did go to see them first right?"


"Right?" I ask again as he did not answer the first time. "Dad!" I yell and he raises his hands in surrender.


"Look, I cannot visit them, you know my situation. The loansharks are looking everywhere for me, I cannot show my face in public. How could I go there and out my precious boys in trouble?"


"Still, I am glad to see you but if I had to choose I would say you should have gone to them first. They miss you so much, do you know they changed schools?"


"Look Sabine I can't talk about the boys right now, do you have any money I can quickly borrow?" He asks and I begin to remember why I hate this man.


"Is that really all you care about? Really?" I ask my ire rising.


"Come on Sabine, you must be making a lot of money working in this house come on borrow your dad some." He pleaded desperately


"The only money I have now is for Sebastian's school fees he got admitted into a science high school and he is going next semester," I inform him coldly, making sure to make the disdain in my voice obvious.


"That's perfect then. You can give it to me and I'll make sure to return it to you before you need to use it."


My face remains blank and I remain unmoving "come on bunny, don't you trust your dad?"


"You never paid back the money you took the last time, and the money I had been saving for so long was taken by the loansharks you borrowed from, Dad."


"I promise to pay it all back, em? Look, isn't it dad? I know I have been a terrible father of late but I am trying so hard to redeem myself but how am I to do that if you don't let me?"


"I promise I'll pay it all back, I will never allow my son to be kicked out of school okay?" He assures me.


"Fine, I'll trust you just this once. Do you promise to pay back? The next semester isn't far from now you promise right?"


Don't you trust your dad?