Obliviousstudent

"If anything he doesn't love me as much as he loved you, I have seen Asher in love. He becomes the softest and gentlest person to the one he loves, but he isn't like that with me. he thinks he loves me but he doesn't-"

"That is because he wants to be loved in return" Sabine stated.

Isabelle looked at the other woman, "what do you mean?

"That look in his eyes when he stares at you? He loves you so much that he is scared of getting hurt, he is afraid that you would not love him back the way he loves you. If there is something I have noticed with Asher is that he sacrifices himself for me, he did the same thing for Giselle too, but with you, he just wants to be loved back."

"And that is supposed to be better? He worshipped you two and for me?"

"He didn't worship us, Isabelle, on the contrary, you are the one being worshipped. There is nothing more beautiful in this world than to love and be loved. He did not need us to love him back, he did not require our love but he pines for yours. You can see vividly how he searches and does everything he can to receive even a sliver of your affection. You have more power over his sanity, peace of mind, and happiness than Giselle and I combined wished to have. Isabelle, you have it all, every single part of Asher's heart and soul, and as hard as this is to say, you have to stop breaking it."

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This is a love story, a story of fate and fiction, where lifetimes come to play. Do you believe in soulmates? What if you have to endure three lifetimes to end up with your soulmate?


Isabelle has suffered heartbreak her past two lifetimes, even though she only remembers one lifetime. Her fate was so twisted she ended up the victim of an ambitious author. When her world is turned into a novel she does not end up as the main lead, hence she does not end up with the male lead, what is worse is that she becomes a cannon fodder that ends up dying tragically. 

She reincarnates when a transmigrator possesses the body of the novel's second female Lead, Sabine. With another chance she falls in love with the male lead, her fiance once again. But just like in her first life he doesn't even notice her as more than a nuisance, in fact, in this life she dies by his hand.

Now she has reincarnated for the third time, and she remembers her past life, she knows her life is fiction and made for mere entertainment but she cannot accept such a tragic fate again. In the first life, the male lead ended up with her cousin the female lead, Giselle. In her second life, he was in love with the second lead, Sabine. All this when she had the most claim to him as his fiancee' but he manages to break her each time. In this life, she is not going to make the same mistake. Each time she loves him she dies, but not this time.

But what happens when he finally wants her? What happens when he remembers his past lives and confesses that she is the one he has wanted all along?

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Make no mistake, this is not your normal storyline. The first volume is written in the first person and the main villain is not introduced till volume two. It is a SLOWBURN romance and the story picks up in volume two. But this author promises it is not a read you will regret.

It is different but worth it, a deep storyline with flawed characters who make real mistakes and have real stakes and pressure on them. 

Stay for the journey and you will never regret reading this at the end, in fact, you won't be able to forget it. A lot of life lessons, but you must be patient through the ride.

If superficial and shallow plotlines are what you want then this read isn't for you, but if you are tired of the same old thing then try these. Same concept but with an incredible twist. This author hopes you see this book for what it is. A lesson.

What the heart wants:Reincarnator meets transmigrator

"Ahhh!!! How did you get here so fast?!" I scream, honestly scared out of my wits, damn I almost peed my pants.


"Oh, you mean after you left me for dead?" He stated with a raised brow and somehow he didn't look angry?


"Oh come on, left you for dead? That seems a little bit exaggerated no?" I shook my head and laughed nervously, "besides look at you, your still okay, scaring the shit out of me." I still couldn't be sure that he wasn't angry so I just assumed that he would be, "look I'm sorry, I don't know what came over me my legs just started moving on their own."


Then he smiled, a very confusing smile stepped forward, closer to me. I stepped backward unsure and very lost, what was going on. The forward-backward thing continued until I could move backward no more, stuck there by the wall behind me I could only watch as Xavier approached me with that annoying smile playing at his lips.


"W-What are you doing?" I stuttered and he laughed, Xavier laughed, and it was beautiful, his normally dark and string features brightened up and he looked like heaven, damn my heart!!!


"Date me, you will right? I won't take no for an answer, you already said you like me to take responsibility." I lost control of my body the moment I began to skip like that I just realized, because yet again my muscles moved like they were taking instructions from my erratic heart and not my sensible brain screaming he was dangerous, he belonged in a gang and being with him was dangerous for everything I was working for right now.


I nodded, twice and he smiled again. Leaning forward he placed his left arm beside my head against the wall. "I'm going to kiss you now" he whispered his voice soft and low in my ear.


Ieemmm!!! I squealed inwardly, genuinely surprised by how my legs still worked. Every part of me pinged in anticipation and the attention my lips got from his gaze on them lit me on fire.


As he drew closer my eyes fluttered shut and just when I thought I couldn't take it anymore his lips met mine and I swear I would die right now a happy woman. This was my first kiss and it was amazing, it was worth the wait in this life and the one prior.


At first, it was just his soft lips on mine, then his hand, I couldn't tell which cupping the side of my face. Tilting his head and slating his lips against mine he deepened the kiss and I whimpered. My poor heart, I felt so many emotions all at once and it made me dizzy. Perhaps he could tell, he probably could see as his powerful hands wrapped around my slim waist and pulled me closer to him. Until I was clutching to his poor shirt against for dear life. This, is this how amazing a kiss should be? I didn't even have time to be nervous about the fact that before his lips touched mine I didn't really know what to do but it would have been pointless. He was gentle and passionate with me, me Isabelle, he was gentle with me.


Pulling away slightly he looked in my eyes, his thumb stroking underneath my eyes, my grip on his forearm tightened as I looked away shyly. He tilted my head back and took my lips again, and I felt it all the way to the pit of my stomach and I knew for a fact at that moment that time stopped and it was just me and him in the world. Shutting my eyes I pushed out the gnawing thought behind that reminded me he wasn't truly interested in me but the image I had built surrounding the love of his life. I comforted myself with the truth, no matter what, I was me and he was Xavier he would never like me otherwise.


That was just the fact, so I would just enjoy this right now, this sensational feeling, Xavier is kissing me right now, at this moment right now I am the person he is paying the most attention to, that already is enough.


I would die a happy woman.