Entry 9: A Trying Poem

in the heat of the moment,

i feel wind.

birds chatter and lull the peace,

though they do not rock it.

colorful sights and greens,

they are music to the eyes.

safety raps me,

though the sun is shining.

crunches of leaves and feet,

they are in front of me.

everything is busy,

though prying eyes see through me.

darkness over comes the day,

today is a lucky day.

heat keeps the peace

though the cold is preferred.

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this is a poem i wrote in my notes app… i called it a "trying poem" just because i tried to right a poem for like the first time…

it was mostly about me sitting on a bench looking at the grass and leaves on the ground at the time.

it was really warm that day and i had a hoodie on so it was hot…

one of my family members barreled into me where i was walking, typing this… then they laughed at me… a fake tear rolls down my face… but anyways i lost my train of thought

oh i was explaining the poem was about me observing people passing by and a mention of my anxiety but doesn't everyone have that? realistically speaking that is.

but anyways i feel pretty chill right now so that is it… bye? yea bye.