Chapter 5

POV Spade

i woke up to a scream i grabbed lee immediately and pulled her into my chest as i sat up then i saw the culprit of this loud ear screeching scream non the less than my mother my dad ran in to the room and so did multiple of his men and the bodyguards I assigned to lee without his knowledge. when my men came in they said "sir is everything okay in hear" of course my mother the one and only person I hate more than my father is the one who saw us "yes every thing is fine you may go back to your posts now " they nodded at me and every one left except for my mother and father.my father gave me a disappointed look as my mother yelled " you know we have supported your homo ways but this is disgusting we talk TO YOU ABOUT THIS NO ATTACHMENTS AND YOU DID NOT LISTEN" Lee was getting mad he looked like he was ready to say something and that is what he did " you ignorant bitchy ho-" i covered his mouth and i could hear his muffled cussing that made my sad laugh "he really is a fire cracker huh but that does not mean you can be with him " i swear to god all my dad does is fallow my mom my mom smiled with a operable nod and walked out "what the fuck dad you new and you did not help me you are always fallowing her you are shameless "

my dad sighed " son i am sorr-" i cut him of " no the fuck you are not- Lee did you just lick my hand " i say pulling my hand away from his face " sorry spade i couldn't breath " I gave him a death glare he gave me one back my dad groaned and walked out shuting the door i looked down to see lee starting at me "what you look like you are scared to say something " lee sighed and said " i have to get read for my other job and see my dad can you come with meeeee please " i gave him a look and said " i can't pretty-boy i will see you later i need to talk with my parents" he smiled at me and then hugged me i patted his back he then stood up and i said " you do still realize that you are butt ass naked in front of me and i will top you if you don't put clothes on right this second " he started blushing really hard and put on his clothes and then walked over to me and kissed me goodbye he climbed out my window .

i got up and put on a black silk shirt and a black tux and left the top two buttons of my shirt open. then i when to my father's office were my mom and father were sitting "oooo fun guys nice nice looking forward to this talk "both my parents rolled their eyes "son you are being difficult with us for know reason you are so worthless and such a disappointment " damn that shit hurt thanks mom " can't you be happy that i finally found something actually someone that i like i don't know that i might even love but no i can't ever be happy that's just nice " i swear i just want this shit to end end it all my mom is right it is not like even if i did love my Levi that he would love me back i get up as a tear slips down my face my mom yells "YOU SIT DOWN RIGHT KNOW YOU PEACE OF SHIT" i just walked out more tears fall down my face i walked in to my room and open lee's bag he thinks i don't know that he cuts i grab one of his blades and start sliding the blade against my wrist i hear a sound from my window but ignore it .i cut more and more the window opens and lee runs to me slapping the blade out of my hand i don't want him to see me like this he can't see me like this.

he just hugs me and doesn't say anything for like twenty minutes he looks up at me "spade can you tell me what's wrong "he almost whispered it to me I looked up at him and nodded.i sighed "i am a disappointment a complete failure and no one will love me how could they i am a cold hearted killer i am the mafia bosses son and soon i will be the boss then every one i love will be in danger you will be in danger" lee kissed me and said "i know that you have a lot of side peace's and this probably means nothing but i love you and i will no matter no matter who you become please don't hurt your self for me " i kissed him and said " i love you to my sunshine and you do mean the world to me " i went to kiss him but he pulled away i gave him a nasty glare .

he chuckled and looked back at me "will you be my boyfriend for real" damn well he put me on the spot fuckkkkk my parents are going to kill me "of course my baby boy" this time he did not pull away as i went to kiss him i flipped us and i was now on top of him on the bed i took of his shirt and start kissing down his body.