3 The Funeral

So this is it, I still can't believe she passed away. Last night she was still telling how much she wanted to eat chocolate ice cream but couldn't. We were still laughing and teasing each other about the embarrassing, and dumb mistakes we made in the past. And now here I am, looking at her body in that dark, solemn coffin, with that beautiful but sad looking face. To think that this is the last time I'll ever be able to see her ever again. My heart is aching, the most precious person the most dear person to me just left me behind in this world. It's been hours. Since she died and hours since we arrived at the funeral's site, hours since I've been restraining my tears. Yet the more I hold on to my tears the less I can breath, I want to run away but I don't have the strength to, I wan't to cry but I have no right to. All I am allowed to do is stand by her and be ready to present my eulogy.

"I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE!!! I CAN'T JUST SMILE AS IF NOTHING HAPPENED!!! THIS AIN'T FAIR!!! I WANT HER TO SMILE TO ME ONE LAST TIME!!! I WANT HER TO CALL MY NAME ONE LAST TIME!!!" I shouted as everyone stared at me as if I was going crazy. And I actually began to think I could become crazy at this point. "HOW COULD YOU GUYS ALL BE SO HEARTLESS AND BE SO COLD WHEN ONE OF THE BEST PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD JUST DIED?!!!AMELIA, MY SISTER. Amelia, my sister saw the good in everyone. She was able to tell the sad apart from the happy. She was able to see when someone had a bad day and she would always go out of her way to help them no matter what their status was. Royals, Warriors, Farmers, Merchants, she would always respect everyone. When someone had a bad day she would always prepare Werlie Tea, the best tea ever created and made by her. The taste was always light sweet and although it was just tea we could feel something soft surrounding us as we drank it. We could tell it was prepared with love " I couldn't hold my tears in anymore. "GUARD TAKE HER TO HER ROOM, SHE'S SAID ENOUGH FOR TODAY." Father said as I continued," GUARDS NO!!!"

The guards then hesitate and said, "Your majesty, my king, I am sorry but I can't go against the little princess right now. She is right her sister was an amazing person. It is sad that I won't ever be able to drink her tea again, it is mostly sad that I won't be able to see her sweet and kind smile again either." My father & mother looked at the guard, and we could see that they agreed, they were also on the verge of crying.

And so the funeral ended with us all agreeing that it was a very difficult time for all of us.