Chapter 45

I took the shower feeling the warm water rush off the cold feeling the rain left on me.

I quickly finished not wanting to make Drake worry and started drying myself when I realized I had no clothes.

Wonderful.

I wrapped the towel around my body hoping it could cover me just enough.

It bearly did.

I hung my still wet clothes hoping they'd dry overnight and took a deep breath.

I wish I could at least put on my underwear but even those are soaked.

I've just got to hope that Drake doesn't do anything to me.

Then again I am with Drake here which means anything could happen. And most likely bad things.

I contumplated weather or not I should go out. After a while I went against my inner thoughts and stepped out.

I watched as Drake eyes went straight to me taking in my mostly naked self. The smoke coming from his cigarette flickered as he did.

At that moment I felt very self concious.

I wrapped my arms around myself and looked over to the side.

"I don't exactly have any clothes."

Drake grabbed his cigarette and put it in the ash tray before getting up and walking toward me.

"I can give you my shirt, though I don't think it'll do you much."

I looked at it seeing it was just a plain white t-shirt.

"No its fine."

He quickly to on it off and gave it to me seeming to look a little shy. I smiled awkwardly as I went back into the bathroom to put it on.

It was bigger than I thought. It hung over me just enough to cover myself. And it wasn't big to where it was drooping over me. It just fit.

It smelled just like him with the strong smell of cigarettes on it from earlier.

I hugged it close to me before steeping out again.

Drake was on the bed sitting with a smoke in his hand just burning out.

I wasn't exactly comfortable but I also wasn't uncomfortable. It was awkward, yes, but I felt better here than I probably would have at home.

He looked over at me and took in a drag of his cigarette.

"Sorry. I kow you don't like it but it distracts me."

"Distracts you from what?"

I didn't look at him as I said that not daring to look at his bear chest.

He glanced my way, his eyes traveling up and down with a hint of something in them as he did and I got what he meant.

"Oh. It's fine."

He took the cigarette out and looked at me.

"What's fine? The smoking or the fact that I want to kiss you?"

I felt heat rise to my cheeks as he said that.

I knew he meant much more than that. His eyes said so and right now was probably the best opportunity he'd get.

We were alone in a hotel room. He was shirtless. I was practically naked. We were both sitting on the large bed in the room.

What have I gotten myself into?

"U-um th-the smoking part."

Why was I stuttering of all times?!

A part of me didn't want to really do anything with him but a bigger part of me wanted to hold onto him and let him distract me from all my thoughts.

But that was probably the worst possibly thing to let happen.

He grabbed my arm and I felt my heart start to race when he pulled close to him.

I crashes into his bear chest feeling his warmth. And man, he was pretty fit.

Still, I was on his bear chest, bearly clothed, and on and bed.

Not the time to get comfortable and close.

Need to think of something.

"Tell me what made you not want to go home. It'll distract both of us."

Thank god he can read my mind.

But now I had to explain things while questioning how he knew I kind of had the same intentions as him.

I could hear that it was still raining and had memories of that day play in my head.

No. Not that. There were other things that ruined your day.

"It's nothing much. Drew just became a bigger pain in my ass and Sebastian added onto that."

Please buy it.

"I can see that."

Yes!

"But that's not it, is it?"

Crap.

I averted my eyes and looked to the side as he put out his cigarette in the ash tray next to the bed on the night stand.

"What do you mean? That is the reason."

"I can tell when someone's lying. Besides, that can't be all to affect you. You have to be use to that idiot of a friend by now and Sebastian is just as much of an idiot too. There's more to it and I'm here for you."

This seems more like an Alex moment then Drake.

"But why? Why do you care?"

He sighed and shifted my head to now face him. His eyes were deep and he seemed a little hurt from my question.

"Because I love you."

My heart skipped a beat and my breathing got stuck in my throat. I watched as he started to lean in, looking at my lips.

Thunder roared again and the lights flickered.

In that moment Drake leaned in and captured my lips in a hungry embrace sucking them until they were plump.

He tasted like cigarettes with a hint of beer. It was interesting and new yet all the more intising.

He kept comming in taking in my lips as if trying to keep me to them

Instinctively my hands fell on his bare chest feeling his muscles for certain. He moaned at my motion and picked me up setting me on his lap all while keeping his lips locked with mine.

His tongue rubbed all all round my lips and I let him in tasting him all the more. It kind of made me want to stop. But the moment was too extactic to let me do that.

He stopped for a second to catch his breath as well as let me do the same. I was sitting on him unable to move due to the fact he was holding me down to him. But then again I didn't exactly want to move.

My hands were still on his chest feeling him move up and down still trying to catch his breath.

He's so warm. I wanted to just cuddle up to him. I was tired and cold and right now he felt so comfortable to be on.

But before I could move he captured my lips once more, his tongue moving in, dancing with mine.

I couldn't think striaght. Not with all this heat around.

I felt him move his hands up my waste, above the t-shirt and I could tell he wanted to feel my skin. But not like this. This was all left to cover me.

But his body yearned for it orherwise.

Drake let go for a second and sucked on my bottom lip before moving to my neck. My hands moved to his back feeling his muscles move as he went all around my neck taking in what he could.

He then bit down, nibbling on me making me moan loudly.

Damn weakspots.

After a while he stopped clearly leaving a mark that would last a while.

He looked at me clearly wanting more. Honestly, I didn't know what I wanted but continuing didn't seem that bad of an idea.

He looked off to the side and leaned back letting go of some air he seemed to have been holding.

"I gotta stop now or else I won't be able to stop when it's too late."

He ran a hand through his hair and tried his best not to look at me.

So, the next best thing my brian did was tell my body to lay down on him and get comfy.

I mean, I was tired.

His body tensed at I did that but he soon relaxed and wrapped his atsrms around me. One hand rested on my head already starting to play with my hair while the other was on my lower back.

I could tell he was enjoying this too.

"Sorry. I must reek of cigarettes."

I shook my head softly,b my face on his chest.

"I don't mind. I actually kind of like it."

He kept petting my hair starting to calm down.

I wasn't lying when I said that I liked it. It suited him. And right now I was really enjoying this.

I closed my eyes and relaxed a bit.

Today wasn't all that bad. I guess I now have something good to go with the rian.