SUPER_WEIRDO

>>Before you read further, this is a dark reverse harem R-18 novel.>Imagine dying. Not naturally or anything but because a male like you, and you just wanted to experience life. The first is so traumatic to you that it is vague, while the second.... ahh...that one you didn't have a body left.
In the third life, you somehow became a mother, have four husbands from the beginning, and later realised the world you are in you are labeled as a beast, and the other species; humans, elves, and fairies can summon you or your young at any time. 
what would you do?
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>>Join Du-Gooder Xiala on her journey to experience life, raise her young, and bond with her mates.
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Side note: there should be 7-8 males at the end.
>>Dark fantasy
>>Blood gore and descriptive violence.
>>Sexual content.
PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION!!!

All I want for Christmas...

<p>This is what you call, the circle of life. Losses and gains, love and hate, life and death. All those things mentioned above are a part of the circle of life and more. Jah Di'ordi understands this all too well. Her life compared to her siblings was easy, especially her first life. It had been smooth and filled with contentment. Her males loved her and their children grew well. It was as if she had been blessed by the most high. Of course, it was her elder siblings and mother. </p>

<p>Now, looking at this relative—great-niece, she can say that her life was not smooth at all. Dying like that, how embarrassing.</p>

Great-niece