SUPER_WEIRDO

>>Before you read further, this is a dark reverse harem R-18 novel.>Imagine dying. Not naturally or anything but because a male like you, and you just wanted to experience life. The first is so traumatic to you that it is vague, while the second.... ahh...that one you didn't have a body left.
In the third life, you somehow became a mother, have four husbands from the beginning, and later realised the world you are in you are labeled as a beast, and the other species; humans, elves, and fairies can summon you or your young at any time. 
what would you do?
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>>Join Du-Gooder Xiala on her journey to experience life, raise her young, and bond with her mates.
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Side note: there should be 7-8 males at the end.
>>Dark fantasy
>>Blood gore and descriptive violence.
>>Sexual content.
PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION!!!

All I want for Christmas...

"Wife, I am sorry I am late. I will quickly warm you up." Like a robot I turned, eyes widening in shock.

That voice... No, it couldn't be, right?

"I will warm the blood," another male entered, "Welcome back second father," the memory had no—the memory appeared and lo' and behold, I have four males as my husbands. They are hunters, a set of brothers who are cousins. Their mothers were sisters who died from the cold a few years ago. That was all I knew from the memory, no further details which sent alarm bells in my head. This is the ancient times, at least from what I have seen so far, women, especially eastern women, do not have children alone and survive.

Trying my best not to panic, even though there was the loop being played in my head, 'Dont panic Du-Gooder, don't panic...'

Alarm bells