33-- Depression (No Ciel, No Life)

After moving and being rejected by Ciel, I continued living my "school life" but that s t would tell a vulgar lie.

--Akatsuki- Nii chan are you okay?

The young Browni from homura aka Shirou is by my side with a broom, I am currently visiting the archery club.

--Shirou?

-- Nii -chan you look like a zombie, what happened?

--Rejected...

There is no need to lie to Shirou, so I gave him the short version .

-- I see ... I'm really sorry ...

--Go ~

-- Senpai ... is there something wrong with Akatsuki- senpai ?

-- Oh, Sakura just in time ... Nii -chan was rejected.

-- Oh!!!

Sakura-chan covered her scream with her hands, looking surprised.

--Sep, I was surprised since Nii- chan has almost all of Homura's girls after him.

Sakura-chan looked at me with warm eyes and gave me some hot tea; I thanked her and drank it mechanically.

Sakura-chan is a good girl, Baka Shirou Explodes!!!

-- Akatsuki- senpai ... don't be depressed there are still many girls out there ... Cheer up!

--Thanks...

I reflexively thanked him, returned the cup, and then collapsed on the tatami ... Yes ~ I'll turn to mold in this place.

--Senpai , Akatsuki- senpai was again a slug ~

--Sep, Nii -chan is serious ... Let's ask Fuji-nee.

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-- Kurama- Kun ~ is you okay? You can't sleep in the dojo ~

-- Taiga-neesan?

--Yes, if your pretty Taiga-neesan is here ...

--Good night...

I moved my hair putting it over my eyes pretending to sleep.

--Kurama- Kun I know a girl rejected you, but it's not like the world is going to end...

--Ciel ... what do I live for ...

I remembered Ciel, I became depressed and I melded even more with tatami.

--Fuji-nee you stepped on a mine, look at it, it's more tatami than man.

-- Sakura-chan, look for Mao-chan, she'll know what happened!

-- Yes Fujimura-sensei ~!

Sakura ran out of the room, while Shirou and Taiga-neesan continued cleaning the Dojo. A few minutes later Mao arrived.

-- Onii -san, what happened?

--We think you would know Mao-chan?

-- No, Nii -chan moved from home a few days ago, a foreign girl arrived, Nii -chan went half crazy for her and ... Wait, Nii -chan, what happened to the foreigner? !

Mao asked me but I just didn't want to answer and kept sinking into the tatami.

--Mao-san, Kurama- Kun was rejected by the foreigner?

--Oh? Ciel-san rejected my Onii -san, impossible he prepared a platinum ring with diamonds and has courted her for four years.

-- Platinum Ring!

-- Four- four years ... go to.

--Wow ...

-- Cieeeeeeel ...

I howled his name in pain, and continued to blend into the tatami.

-- I see ... Akatsuki- senpai is an unexpectedly devout man?

--I thought Akatsuki- Nii chan was a playboy ... I was wrong.

--Kurama- Kun is a good kid but where does he get the money from, hasn't he done business with the Clan in recent years?

--Fujimura-sensei, Nii - san is jewelry professional in England to has a small fortune but even with that was rejected, I'm surprised he could crawl to class.

--Mao-san, he has had some other nervous breakdown?

--No, Onii -san is normally a superman, it's the first time I've seen him so down , look he's crying , but Matou-san, what relationship do you have with my Onii -san?

--We are only friends.

--Ok ... I think I'll have to take him home, possibly you pull the lines of the train or something like that if we leave it alone ...

--Cieeeel ...

-- I think we shouldn't have forced him to speak, that's worse than how he got in ... Fuji-nee

--I think it was a mistake Shirou ~

-- Well, Mao-chan we commissioned Kurama- Kun .

--Got it ~

I ended up being dragged home by Mao. The next day the academy was ablaze with rumors that a mysterious young woman rejected the Motorized Dandy. Which brought me a new wave of letters and confessions .

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<< Tring * Tring >>

The doorbell to my apartment was ringing shrill; I literally dragged myself from the living room and opened the door. A young woman with black hair combed into two parallel ponytails and wearing a red sweater and black pleated skirt came into my field of vision.

--Were you rejected?

--Yep...

--It hurt?

--Yep...

--I can pass?

--Yep...

Rin walked into my apartment, a few bowls of instant ramen and an occasional unwashed plate are scattered around the kitchen and dining room. I 'm just wearing shorts and a shirt guard, looking really pathetic.

--Did you get tired of opportunistic girls and lock yourself at home?

--Yep...

-- Did you know this was going to happen?

--Yep...

- Why did you do it then?

I didn't respond , I just walked over to the couch and collapsed face-first on him . Rin looked at me with concern and anger.

-- What kind of assistant are you? Are you so depressed just because a woman rejected you? Are you not a man?

I remembered Ciel ... I felt sad and a tear ran down my face. I could see my reflection in Rin's light blue eyes, I looked hideously pathetic.

--Kurama- Kun can you tell me the truth ... am I not your friend?

--Yes...

Rin hugged me and patted my back tenderly. Little by little I restarted my breathing and I told her everything, everything from my arrival in Italy, my missions as an Executor, my relationship with Ciel, how I fell in love with her, everything to how I was rejected a few days ago .

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--You are strangely devout, did you know? Literally put everything on the table by a woman several decades older than you and even so were rejected, you can only say that I'm sorry Kurama- Kun. You are a good guy. Come on cheer up ~

-- Rin ... I'm sorry...

I apologize, I rejected Rin for Ciel and now that I was rejected, Rin is the one who comforts me, I am pathetic, I should die.

--Kurama- Kun , don't worry ~ that's what friends are for, plus Imouto-chan told me that you have some contacts in the world of jewelry .

-- Ah ... that ...

I got up from the couch and walked over to a painting on the wall, opened the pocket dimension and took out a small sack full of jewels.

--Here...

I collapsed back onto the sofa, while Rin gazed at the three kilos of assorted jewelry inside the packaging.

-- Kurama- Kun ... this!

--Gift…

--Are you still depressed?

--Yep...

-- Is it going to happen to you?

--Perhaps?

--Mao-chan, Sakura-chan and Fujimura-sensei are worried about you, besides all your fans are eager to lick your wounds.

Rin laughed as putting their lustful and expensive comic, smiled a little, but then again a sad feeling, who was the idiot who reject this great woman? Ah! I was right ... For what alive? I got depressed.

-- Moooou! It's impossible Kurama- Kun , rejoice and go back to class.

-- Souka ...

Rin left the apartment with a bag full of treasures, but her face had more concern than joy . She is a good woman.