chapter29 Closure

"Trevor? what the fvck"

Trevor's eye flashed open, he grinned for a few seconds before it morphed into a frown.

"I don't like it when you swear" it sounded like he was scolding her

she snapped "fvck you Trevor. what kind of fvcking creep enters another person's bedroom and just sits there"

" I don't like it when you swear Trevor repeated "you have got to be kidding me" Grace was beyond pissed she was serious she was livid

"don't forget that I have access to your brother's school and it might take a little time but I could have access to Tang Villa if I want to" Trevor's voice was dangerously low

" what do you want for me" Grace said in an angry whisper

"I want you to love me" Trevor's voice sounded broken

" what do you think, that after you've threatened my family that I'd love you? well guess again because I can't and I won't love you" Grace voice was getting louder and louder

'is he really crying?'

"why can't anyone just love me"

what Grace did next shocked both Trevor and herself.

she hugged him rubbing soothing circles on his back. Trevor grew louder and sounded more pain

"nobody wants me, nobody ever wants me in their sports team, in their parties and in their lives. they have always been afraid of me. everybody wants to be around the crime boss Trevor Yang, they want to be in alliance with him, they want to be protected by him but they don't care about me, they don't care about the person Trevor Yang"

"whoa that is deep" Grace couldn't help but blurt

Trevor chuckled "but you, you are difference, I know that you know that I am a crime boss, you knew that I am dangerous even before I kidnapped you, but you are still bold and sarcastic even after I threatened your family. you even cursed and shouted at me."

it was now Grace turn to chuckle

" that's just because I'm crazy"

"yeah" Trevor agreed

they finally realize themselves from the hug

"hey, I have a couple bottles of beer in the fridge if you would like some"

" you have beer? I don't think women normally drink beer"

" first, that is a stupid stereotype and second I'm surprised you don't know what's in my fridge Mr trespasser" Grace said sarcastically as they made their way to the kitchen.

" you seem to be forgetting that I am the Prince of the underworld" Trevor growled

she noticed that Trevor was trying to sound as jokeful as possible

" why prince, why not king?" grace ask curiously as she passed him a bottle of beer

"everybody loves a Prince" he answered sadly

"oh... what of your right hand person. isn't your right hand supposed to be your friend or buddy or something"

"I have twelve right hand men and four right hand women across the globe. I killed two of them three days ago because they were trying to overthrow me" he said it like he was talking about the weather forecast

" well I thought the normal number of right hands a person can have is one or two but I guess you can do anything when you are Trevor Yang"

they both shared a laugh

" I know that I don't really love you I know that you can't love me but I wish I do and I wish you can because you are different and special and you make me feel like I am a normal person I have always been just an heir to my father, a mistake and my mother and a moneybag to my sister."

"wow, yikes.. what of your mom other lovers?"

" I guess I didn't love them either"

" what about the deaths, the suicides and the mental issues" she was starting to get angry again

'' almost all of them betrayed or at least tried to betray me"

" so you killed them" it was more of a statement than a question

"yes. it seems like there is something I lack, something my enemies can give them that I can't. the few people who didn't betray me either gave up or broke down. it is so frustrating. all my life i have been trying to find love and happiness and I can't seem to find it"

Grace didn't know what to say. to an extent ,

she could relate. she knew how it feels to be surrounded by people who wanted to be 'friends' with her because she is a successful CEO. it is so very tiring. but she had her family; her father, Anna and Maya even Ivory loves her sincerely and even though she's not the happiest person around, she is happy.

"I am sure that one day, someone will come along and sweep you off your feet that person would appreciate you your obsessiveness, your strangeness, you overbearingness, your obnoxiousness, your.....''

"is this going somewhere?"

"oh! what I mean is that someone will enter your life and you will love that person too and when that day comes, call me so I can give a tongue lashing on why he or she didn't show up sooner"

"what makes you so sure, my own mother can't even look me in the eye. I know for a fact that she hates me. Wait.. how do you know that I am bi- sexual? its not common knowledge"

"I have my ways" Grace bragged. she then sighed "call it an intuition I just know it"

for a few comfortable moments, they sat there grinning at each other like idiots