Sneaking Out For The First Time

+Four years ago:

" I can't get you out of my head Ian. It has been seven years since the last time I saw you but I don't know why I can't forget about you and move on. Is this what's called love? But we are both alphas. And I heard from Sandra that only adults can love. And she said I'm too young for all of this. I don't know what she would have done if I told her that I was talking about you not about some girl in the school. I will just keep whatever I have for myself until I figure out what it is. I missed you so bad. You have no idea how much I want to see you."

The thirteen-year-old Blade was writing this in his diary which he thought he will only write in for once and then throw it away, but not everything goes the way we plan because this is probably his hundredth time writing in the same diary and now he finally admit that he can not get Ian out of his mind no matter how much he writes about him.