Dream 9: Ask

Entry #0039

Dear Journal,

My dream brought me in a mall. I should be happy right now because I could try all the dresses inside but no, I was not.

I told my parents how he looked and asked if they knew him. Only silence was what I got from them. I also looked for pictures in the hidden albums from my cabinet but, I found none.

I must be convincing myself to stop thinking about his identity. I must be convinced that he was just a part of my inner consciousness' tricks on me. I must be believing it in that way but, I could not do it. That strange guy brought war inside me.

Unknowingly, my feet led me to the third floor of the building. I held the glass barrier with my both hands. As I looked down on the first floor and observed everyone's doings, my sight found its way to that someone who happened to be staring at me too.

I felt lost. I really wanted to unveil his identity.

Despite the distance, I was able to see his tears streaming down on his face. He was crying while his eyes were locked on me.

Was he crying because of me?

- Abby