Chapter 13 Chapter 13

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"Tell me you love me..." Melissa whispered huskily in his ear as she bit his earlobe sensually. His insides quivered with delight as her soft lips kissed his neck.

"Do I need to show you how much I fucking love you?" Lucifer grinned as he flipped her around on her back making her giggle. His hold tightened on her naked thighs.

"You said it'll be a quickie. I never knew making love will end up you pounding me for three hours in your room." She licked her lips as her light blue eyes stared back at him. Their eyes got lost in each other's gaze.

"Nothing is quick about fucking you." He whispered in her ear while licking her neck.

She moaned out his name as she clutches this hairs in her hands. Adoration and pure love for Melissa dropped down his eyes.

"Stop it!" She giggled when Lucifer bite her neck.

"I'm ticklish there!" She laughed as a small smile creeped on his face.

"You do realise how much I adore you, right?" He asked with brightness in his eyes. Melissa smiled as she pecked his lips.

"You're my everything." She muttered looking into his ocean blue eyes.

"And what place do I hold in your heart?" She asked teasingly opening the button of his white shirt. Lucifer grinned and leaned down pecking her lips.

"My heart belongs to you." He said letting her opening his shirt. He opened the ribbon of her dress as straps fell onto her shoulders.

"I'll never break it." She said taking his lips in hers.

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I gasped breathlessly as my stomach clenched. Every muscle in my body tensed as I clutched the white silk sheets for dear life, fisting them in my grasp as my body rocked against the massive king sized bed.

I couldn't believe him. Everytime our relationship took a step forward, we end up taking thousands back.

Lucifer gripped my hips so tightly as his fingers digged into my skin, leaving bruises behind. His pelvis roughly smacked against my backside as he mercilessly pounded into me from behind.

"LUCIFER! Pleas- OH GOD!" I cried out as I stuffed my face into the white silk pillow that smelled exactly like the man fucking up my insides. I closed at the sheets, desperately to get his grip loosened but I was jerked back as I felt his fingers wrapping in my hairs.

"What the fuck did I say about defying me?!" He growled in my ear.

My head fell back against his shoulder as I tried to breathe little oxygen he allowed me to had.

I wanted to tell him how much I loathed him for this, that how much rough he was being but we had crossed that line seven months ago. He was a monster when it came to sex. I just could brought myself to believe that he was the same man who asked for my permission to touch me few days ago.

"Don't make me repeat myself," he said taking my earlobe in his teeth. I tried to swallow the lump of fear.

"I-I won't defy you again." I choked out as I tried to pull at his hand.

He inhaled as he nibbled the side of my cheek while humming in hunger. His rugged hairs of beard scratch dmy skin.

"My words are your command. If I say stay, you will." I nearly fell over from how violantly he thrusted in me. My thighs quivered. He groaned as he neared his release.

I panted as he reached his climax. My body laid limp on bed as I balled my fists into sheets as I tried to catch my breath. For a moment I lost my hearing and my vision blurred. I couldn't move even if I tried. Laying motionless on bed as my body tried to recover from shock. I watched as Lucifer walked casually towards closet.

My eyes roamed over his intense, masculine figure. His large biceps distorted the tattoos and scars that decorated his skin. His firm pectorals were flexing as he run his hand through his raven hairs.

I hated that someone so evil could look so damn good. He was devil himself.

"Do you hate me?" I muttered as he reached me with a wet towel in his hands. His body tensed as he wept my body with the towel.

"Is it that obvious?" My heart squeezed.

So he did hated me.

"What place do I hold in your heart?" I asked as I tried to keep my tears at edge. I was losing a game I never intended to play.

His hands stilled for a second and I felt coldness seeping through me like his emotions were creeping inside me.

"Heart?" He scoffed after a moment. I gasped as I was turned around and his fingers digged in my waist. I held back a scream. I couldn't showed him what he was doing to me.

My breathing quickened as he leaned forward touching his lips to mine and looked me in the eyes. That intensity was never there and I was afraid to became a witness of them.

"I don't have a heart." He snarled near my lips and my broken heart shattered further. Why was my heart aching? I should had knew I never meant anything to him. Then why was I expecting him to tell me that I was the one in his heart. That I was the one who he never wanted to lose.

My eyes moistened but I kept my tears at bay.

"You do realise how much your words hurts me," I whispered as I stared in his eyes. For a moment I saw something flickering in them but it was gone a soon as I saw it. His jaw twitched and his blue orbs dilated making me wonder if my words had irritated him.

His gaze pierced my soul. The closeness was giving me thoughts I didn't wanted to had. And then I realised a thing, I didn't knew him well enough to know what place I would hold in his heart. He never opened to me. He never let me in.

"Am I only a body to warm your bed or only a toy with whom you can play whenever you want?" I was done holding my tears back. They flowed down like my emotions were raining from my eyes. I felt siezed, in desperate need to be someone's one and only.

He looked at me like I had lost my mind. Maybe I had. His grip tightened on my torso and I gasped as he yanked me to his chest. We were close yet so far. Our hearts were at war with our minds. I hated him more than he could imagine but then again my heart couldn't follow the same path, it wanted his attention, it wanted to know what was I to him.

"What do you feel for me? Is it hatred?" I asked not caring if he was seeing my vulnerable self.

It only took a moment for him to pull me closer and dominated my mouth with his. This kiss was his way of telling me what he felt. And I felt nothing but intense anger and was it hatred?

His hand wrapped around my neck as he pulls me into a deep, possessive kiss, nearly sucking the life out of me.?

Did he hated me that much? Why? Was I that incompetent? Or maybe I wasn't Melissa he once loved.

He hated me.

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I spend hours in shower, crying and scrubbing his touch away. My tears accompanied the water droplets that cascaded down my body. Everything hurted so much but my heart was in lot more pain.

The kiss he gave me led to another session where he mercilessly pounded inside me without saying a thing. I cried and asked him to stop but like a monster he was he stripped me off my dignity once again.

I jolted as I heard a knock on door.

"Sarah?" Familiar voice of Elijah brought me out of my daze.

"Coming." I said wiping my tears and dried myself before throwing a robe on and opened the door.

"How are you?" He asked as he scanned me from top to bottom. I tried to smile and asked him to come in.

"I'm fine. Like always." I said walking in closet. Elijah sighed amd took a seat near with down on couch as I dressed myself in plain purple dress and twisted my hairs in bun.

"You were having a panic attack yesterday. How can I be assured that you're fine?" He asked a soon as I walked inside the room again. I sat next to him while I looked out of the window.

"I am fine." I repeated senseless words that I had been mumbling since he caged me here, with him.

I shook away the thoughts.

"I can see the exhausted emotions behind this cute smile. You can fool anyone with this look," he looked me in the eye and sighed. "But not me."

He knew me too well and I hated that.

"What do you want me to say? That nothing is right? That I'm again having feelings I had buried seven months ago? That my freaking emotions are all over the place?!" I didn't mean to shout but something in me snapped.

He looked shocked for a moment when he quickly got up and engulfed me in his arms.

Tears broke down.

Why the fuck am I crying?!

"Calm down, please. Nothing will harm you as long as I'm here. No one will snat h your happiness from you." He rubbed my back assuring me things I could never had.

"I'm ruined." I cried in his chest. His warm hands rubbed my head soothingly.

"Shh...you're not ruined. You're perfect. Too perfect." He muttered? in my hairs as I tightened my arms around his neck.

"I'm lost! I don't know what to do anymore! My mind is telling me to kill my emotions but this, this heart is cruel! It's demanding things that I could never have!" I sobbed.

"I'm tired of this! I'm tired of being treated like a toy!" Elijah nuzzled my face in his chest as I cried and cried.

Everything felt like a real nightmare.

My feelings couldn't be described in any language. I wanted to say things but then I had nothing to say. I was lost. I was down and depressed.

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"Aphrodite is dead. Your father has gone back to Reynes. Your kingdom is getting stronger and you have your lovely Sarah beside you. Then why the fuck is there a gloomy look on your face?"

Lucifer listened to Draven as he looked blankly at wall.

"Hello!"

Draven snapped his fingers in front of Lucifer's face until he looked up at him.

"What?" Lucifer asked.

"That's the third time you've zoned out today?" Draven said. "Am I that boring?"

Lucifer let out a frustrated sigh as he ran his hand over this face. "Lack of sleep..."

"Or lack of pussy?" Draven asked with raised brow.

Lucifer shook his head as he drowned his entire glass of beer. He slammed it on the wooden table and wiped his mouth with back of his hand. "She had me fucking stressed out!"

"Yes, I did notice that you've been on edge lately." Draven said narrowing his eyes.

"I have a lot on my mind now." Lucifer said a she noticed Draven's calculative gaze on him.

"I hope council meeting takes the priority." Draven mused taking seat right beside Lucifer.

"It does..." Lucifer trailed.

His mind was chaotic, all the words she said when he fucked her inside had him reanalyze his feelings. He never intended to make her feel unwanted but he did that. Her doe like soft brown eyes filled with tears were haunting him.

'What place do I hold in your heart?'

He wanted to answer. He wanted to tell her how much of him she possessed. But his words never came out. Instead he did what his body wanted.

Then a thought invaded his mind.

Does it matter?

Did it mattered how he felt about her? Did it mattered if she holds a place in his heart or not? Did it really mattered if she loved him or not?

No!

Voice of his beast whispered.

Nothings mattered except the fact that she was his. She would always be with him and no one else, whether she liked or not.

She was bound to him and nothing would change that.

A cruel and sadistic smile curved on his lips as he looked at wall where her picture was.

"I don't un-" Draven cut off when Lucifer grinned like a maniac. Draven knew something cruel was cooking in his mind.

Lucifer got up from his seat and circled around the table walking towards the wall. His fingers roamed over Sarah's portrait as words thundered.

"I'm marrying her."

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