Lucas Scott

Let me tell you more about Lucas Scott.

Lucas is a tall guy with a very proportional body. You know, the kind of body that will always looks good no matter what kind of clothes he wear. He will always looks good. He has a smiley eyes and sweet smile. Well at least for me he has the sweetest smile. He is so good in cooking. He is the second child out of four. He is friendly and has an obsession towards Kendama. Surprisingly, he loves Korean drama and Korean variety show. He is charming but sometimes he acts like a fool. I know I know, I only talked about his good side.

And me? What about me?

My name is Louisa. Louisa Janett. I am short girl. I am 5'2" tall. I am small, indeed. There is this saying about me, it is easier to pick me up and throw me than to pick a chick. I am ignorant and an introvert. I have small boobs, which is why I have to be selective with my outfit. I do not have a sweet smile, instead I have this creepy pervert smile. I am bad in cooking, I can only cook several dishes. I am the last child out of two. I am not friendly and I have an obsession towards World of Warcraft. I am not charming at all, instead people said I was 'cold'.

The idea of us being together was completely unpredictable.

Tonight wind was so friendly. It was not cold enough to make you grab a sweater, and it was not hot enough for you to grab a magazine and start to act like a satay seller. It is perfect. I grab my remote control and press the button to turn on the radio.

'Good evening my peeps. Back again with me, Varo. I hope you enjoyed this evening since the weather is so friendly…' the radio keep on talking.

I like Varo. He is one of the radio anchor whom I loves the voice. I never knew how is he looks like, but I can imagine it. No, actually. I could not imagine him in a person. I lied.

I looked at the balcony. No, it is not a horror movie scene. I just suddenly thinking of our meeting today. At one point, I admit I miss Lucas. But the rational side of me denies it. Sometimes it is hard to choose which one to trust. Your feeling or your brain. You can not trust both, because they are always two different things. Just like now.

I grabbed my phone. There is one message from him one hour ago.

'Hey, have you reached home yet?'

I replied him. 'Hi, and yeah I am home an hour ago. Just grabbed a can of beer. You?'

Message delivered.

I put back my phone on the table when suddenly it rang.

Lucas called me and I was too surprised I only stares on my phone.

Unbelievable!

I picked up. I said, 'Hi?'.

'Hi. Am I disturbing you from doing something?' he asked.

'Nah… I am just drinking beer.'

'Surprisingly you drinks beer. I remember you do not like its taste' he chuckled.

I nodded. But then I realized he would not see if I nodded. So I told him. 'Yeah, I still do not like its taste, but it is okay. So, wazzup?'

'Oh no, no. You know, I just felt weird. As I drove back home, I kept on thinking of this. And I wanted to ask you whether you feels the same way as I do or not…' he stopped

Then there is this silence between us. A kind of silence that you do not want to have in a phone conversation. An awkward kind of silence.

I started the conversation. 'So, what kind of weird feeling?'

He sighed. 'Ugh, I just could not find the word…'

'It is okay' I said. 'You just need to be relax and remember that I would be fine for whatever is that'. Actually I am not! Do not tell me if you already have a girlfriend (or even fiancé!).

Lucas chuckled a little bit. 'So, it is like this' he stopped. 'We have not see each other for few years, and we were not really communicating with each other during this years. And when today you texted me you want to meet me, I have this urge to just go and see you. I do not know why, but all I know is that I have to go. To see you.'

'Well… I do not know how to reply for that…' I said.

He continued. 'Me too, to be honest. But I just get the idea that I have to see you, or else I will be regret if I said no to you, today.'

'Umm… I am so sorry if I held you back from whatever you do when I asked you to come and see me today. Truthfully, I was starring at my phone for few minutes before I decided to just send you the text' I stopped. 'I was as nervous as you do, if you do not know.'

'Actually I did not have any plan today. Oh well I do have, but it is not that urgent…'

For the whole day, I was always curious about his personal life. Does he have a girlfriend? Or does he even have a fiancé? I could not bring up my self to ask him. So tonight, let the beer talk for my place.

'Hey, this is going to be random because this is the beer talking and not me' I told him. 'But do you have any girlfriend now?'

He chuckled. 'I can sense that. But, no. No, I do not have any girlfriend or fiancé, if you are wondering. As usual, my girlfriend is my kitchen utensils.'

'That is great…' and it really is the beer who talking, not me.