Strange behaviour

Two day before the match :

Jay's pov :

I'm very nervous and I feel like I'm about to die and it's not even about the match, I'm right outside her door waiting for someone to open it because Aidan is pushing me to go and ask her about coming to my match. It felt so easy when it was just a talk but as an action it's terrifying to say the least.

" oh hi Jay", the door opened and it was her standing right in front of me and she's so pretty I can't lie I feel like I'm the luckiest because my face dosn't show the emotions that I have inside I can be having a total marathon in my heart yet I'll apear like a chill guy.

" Hello Sissel I hope you're fine I just came by to ask you about something", I said it all at once in a calm tone while being so stressed out and about to run away.

" Oh yeah go on I'm listening", of course you are sweetheart anyways let's not go to deep in my thoughts or else I'll lose my chill vibes. " My next match is in two days and I was wondering if you were able to come", I can see a pink shade on her face and it's so cute.

" Yes of course I can I'll be there", great now I won't look like a fool I waved her goodbye and got inside the house and you already know that Aidan was right there waiting to hear about it so all what I did was lifting my thumbs and he knew that it all went well. The rat kept on dancing and annoying me for the rest of the afternoon just because he wants to, and I didn't mind it I was too happy to care.

Sissel's pov :

I can't believe it am I losing my mind or what?

Jay himself knocked on my door and talked to me about going to his match, Jay himself not Aidan not any other person it's him. I'm surprised that I was able to answer him honestly because I felt like he was able to hear my heartbeats from his place but I did it and I'm thankful for that because it would've been embarssing for both of us.

I got to my room and I kept on thinking about it for the rest of the day as the fool that I'm but who cares I'm happy and I don't mind wasting my time thinking about my man I mean Jay.

Jacob's pov :

I was chilling home when Jay called me suddenly to invite for a dinner in his place, he said that it is a great opportunity to meet his bestfriend Aidan and to just relax a bit and I didn't mind it actually because I didn't have much going on anyway and I didn't have any shift to be in.

We agreed that we'll meet at the mall and then go together from there, we were walking and talking about random things when I noticed that he's walking me to a place that I knew very well and it didn't make me feel good at all. I didn't know where he was living but I didn't asssume that it could be anywhere near this place.

The closer we got the more heart ache I got and it started to show on my face because Jay asked me if everything was alright more than once, should I just act like I'm sick and go back home now ? I really don't want to be here I was lucky enough to run away from it at the first place and now I'm back to it with my feets.

We arrived at his apartment complex and the feeling of throwing up was back again, I have to be brave and hide my emotions because it's not his fault he doesn't know about it, I can tell that my skin look pale without looking at the mirror we were in front of his door and I didn't want to look anywhere else not wanting to remember but how can I forget ? not like I wasn't thinking about it every single night.

We got inside and I felt like I was able to breath again finally, I met Aidan and he is a nice guy too and he know all the games that I love so we get along pretty well and we kept on talking together at first I was afraid that he won't like because I'm spending a lot of time with Jay but he's like a child pure and annoying but still pure.

While we were eating the door bell was ringing and Aidan got up to open it, and I didn't pay much attention to eat until I heard a very familiar voice and the first thing that came to my mind is going to the bathroom so that's exactly what I did immediately without any second thoughts.