middle of the school year

so i have nothing to report to you so i will skip to the middle of the school year its still the same crap different day.so i am on the roof talking to myself i am saying" i get beat when i get home and before i go to school. when i go to school if i feel like it i will go to 2 whole classes before i bail out and head to the roof top . so update i still see that mafia boy staring at me and noe i think it is a crush not him wanting to hurt me and the reason behind this discovery is when i catch him looking at me he has fuck me eyes.but who would want me know if i knew what i know know last year i would have went up to him and flirted with him because damn he is hot. but who would want a dying girl? but if i did go to him last year i would have um slowly trailed my fingers down his arm or i would have a come hither look so he will be entranced to come to me or i would have just went to him and randomly kissed him.