i might die here

i dont know i might have even dated the guy who knows what i would have done. but he still hasnt said a word to me,i know i am late now even if he still likes me who would want me now im just skin and bones and on a verge of death.im just broken im a broken girl in every way possible now. i rarely eat now to the point you might think i am one of those skeltons from science class that has skin and hair still on it and is randomly wearing clothing and can still move around on its own. but some might call me a zombie because how i loos and walk around. i still have bruises,cuts,scars all over my body nothing has changed in that.im so close to death and to be honest i dont care anymore at least i wont live here anymore.i know for a fact i am being murdered right now but a slow and torturous death.

step mother told me herself that she was killing me so she can have everything for her and her daughters. the worst part about it is that the government wont be able to shit about it because i would be dead already. im on the roof top bored and unable to sleep i was talking to myself and wishful thinking is i would die up here one day.but what most likely will happen is i will die at home in my bed or i will get beat so hard one day by body says i give p and i die then and there on the floorthe nget beat more because i died.

since i get beat daily since dad died i have no friends and no family i lost my sanity and i am more like a feral animal than a human being anymore. i get scared if anyone gets near me now i trust no one and i just run away. wait hold up what is that sound?(looks at the door) no no no no no no why is mafia boy coming here? no stay away !

" kitten i am not going to hurt you" gently say axel. " i see you have scoot away from me" say axel. "nut kitten i want to help you" says axel. " i have noticed you have been coming here alot and not acting like yourself" says axel."why dont you come and live with me kitten?" asks axel. " kitten how does that sound?"asks axel.