i fucked up

axel point of view. damn i fucked up as soon as she saw me i knew i fucked up i was so hurt that i wasnt thinking so this whole month i have been bedding a new women every night to get her out of my mind. i knew she couldnt tell me about the training because it was dads orders but it still hurt thats she didnt tell me. so what do i do? i hurt her back and she tells me she is going to do the same thing and have sex with random guys.i cant help but feel jealous about that and then she says she might call off the wedding.that is what broke me when she said that and then storms off i had no other choice but to follow her. i hurry out of bed and get my clothes on and drive like a man runing from the police just so i can hopefully catch her before she leaves for a bar or club oh god please be there when i arrive.

i pull up and see her car is still here and i sigh in relief that i got here on time to stop her. i drive up and jump out of my car so fast you think it might explode.i dont bother shutting my door ir taking out my keys because lets face it who is going to steal my car that is parked in the mafia driveway??? and im one of the heirs so yah they wont touch my shit.i run in the house and look in every room. ichecked the bathrooms,bedrooms,showers,i even went to dads study but no one was there where the fuck is she? i run back downstairs and i start pacing back and forth in the livingroom.i am rubbing my head and saying out loud "what the fuck do i do now?" i need her back then i remembered the vents i dont know why i didnt think of it before.so i start talking i am not sure if she can hear me ot not or if i am in the right room she could have taken another car and be gone by now.but i need to start somewhere right?

"ava...kitten...i love you i always loved you im so sorry i fucked up im sorry i cheated,i was trying to get you out of my mind because i was hurt it felt like you didnt trust me which also i know was not true and i also know you couldnt tell me but that doesnt mean my heart wasnt hurt by it.baby please tell me you will give me another chance...kitten i promise to spend the rest of my life making this up to you..kitten please say something anything please." i fall to my knees and place my hands on my face and start tp cry like a baby." ava(sob)i cant(sob)loose(sob)you i know i(sob) fucked up(sob)please give me (sob) another chance(sob) please kitten(sob) i beg(sob) you please kitten(sob,sob,sob)please kitten( sob) i beg you let me come back ( sob,sob,sob,sob).