i want you

i hear a sound in the kitchen but think nothing of it because i am to busy begging ava to take me back and cring like someone told candy from a baby.then i hear footsteps and they are getting closer and closer then i see feet in front of me i look up and see ava standing in front of me." geez you sound like a girl right now" ava says. my tears stop and i jump up so fast that if you blink you would have missed it, im standing there staring at her and waiting for her to say something.

she sighs and says " i missed you" i smile a little but then i remember why i am here and my smile turns into a sad smile." i went there to bring you back home but i see you naked with two sexy hoes in your bed it makes me think you didnt want me anymore" ava says with tears falling down her face.

devatation is now on my face because now i understand what she thought when seeing what she saw hell i would think the same.a pang of guilt passes in my chest i fucked up more than i thought i did. i reach out to touch her face but she still pulls away and im hurt more seeing it. " kitten i love you i want you i always want you i just went to the edge of the cliff and jumped off head first and not thinking about the after math.