i will take you back for real this time

today after work he comes in the room and says " kitten i miss you, i miss touching you when i want and i miss you responding to my messages. the only time you respond is when it is about the family or work but never personal messages anymore and i miss it.i miss you randomly messaging me kitten, please kitten give me a real chance now.i love you baby but i feel like we are roommates not lovers and i cant handle that i want to be your lover." i sigh and i have him come to me and make him sit on the edge of the bed and i crawl to him and sit in his lap i can tell it took him back a bit but now he is enjoying it but i can see hesitation in his eyes he slowly goes to touch me and when i dont move he wraps his hands around me. he whispers " god i missed this" i can tell he wants to take me right here and now but scared i will reject him again so i tell him i forgive him and he waste no more time i am on my back and clothes are flying off