so i kinda want to.....

avas point of view. i have been going over this idea in my head all day and i dont know how jacob will take it but i have to say it or it will bother me until i do so i get up and go and find him it looks like he is thinking something while laying on the bed so i say " baby" and it brings him out of his thoughts and he replies" yes baby" i climb in the bed next to him and cuddle him when i say the next part" so this might sound strange( i pause) at first so dont go blowing up until i am finished alright." i look up at him and into his eyes"oh ok" he replies alittle hesitant not knowing how this will go.

i can tell he is nervous so i just rip the bandaid off" so um i was thinking when i am fully and finally divorced i kinda um how do i say this i want axel to be in the room that night to watch me fuck you for the first time" i look down ready for him to blow up.

jacobs thoughts: now my blood starts to boil at the thought of him seeing her naked again and on the night i get to see her naked for the first time,she wont let me see her until she is divorced from axel. but then it dawns on me what she is tying to tell me and i start to smile or others might call it a smirk who cares.i kiss her so strongly we both have to come up for air after awhile i cant believe what she just told me m heart cant take it.she was basically telling me she wants to tell him to fuck off and make him see what it made her feel seeing him in bed twice with another girl and tell him silently that she is over him and she wants me. she is do forcing him to watch her fuck his brother. my love your as devious as me.i cant wait to tell him you came up with this plan, i cant believe it she wants to be with me this is basically her saying here i give you my heart dont break it.when she told me she didnt want to cheat on axel and wanted to wait til she was divorced to fuck me i was fine with it because i would hate to make her feel like she went down to his level and she needed to heal from the heart break he gave her and im willing to wait for her divorce. because after that have the rest of our lives to have sex with each other so i will tell her with an evil smile on my face.

"sure baby i know just how to do it" after jacob tells me he is ok with it a weight was lifted off my chest and i smiled and kissed him and we just cuddled each other for a few hours after that.